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Chapter 49 - a new world 3

### **Chapter 3: The Fine Line Between Life and Death**

The sun was setting, casting a warm orange glow over the streets of Mumbai as Raghav walked to the library. He had reconsidered Rajat's offer to meet up, thinking that maybe a change of scenery might help clear his mind. The day had been long and filled with the same numbing repetition: textbooks, equations, and the looming pressure of the upcoming exams.

He shoved his hands into his pockets as he walked, feeling the evening breeze on his face. There was a certain energy in the city at this time of day—a buzz of life as people made their way home from work, students milled around after school, and the streets filled with the rhythm of the city's daily pulse. It was comforting, in a way, even though Raghav still felt like an outsider in his own life.

The library was just a few blocks away. As he crossed the street, his phone buzzed again—another message from Rajat.

**Rajat**: Dude, you're taking forever. Hurry up or I'll finish all the notes without you.

Raghav couldn't help but chuckle. Rajat was probably impatiently tapping his pen on the table, waiting for him to show up. He typed a quick reply as he crossed the road.

**Raghav**: Almost there, chill.

His attention was so focused on his phone that he didn't notice the speeding car rounding the corner. By the time he heard the screeching tires, it was too late.

A blinding flash of pain shot through his body as he was thrown to the ground, the impact knocking the wind out of him. For a moment, the world spun in slow motion—blurry shapes, distant sounds of shouting, and the faint taste of blood in his mouth. His vision dimmed as darkness slowly crept in, and the last thing he heard was the distant wail of sirens before everything faded to black.

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When Raghav awoke, he wasn't in his room, nor in the busy streets of Mumbai. Instead, he found himself floating in a strange, endless void—a familiar one. This place was eerily similar to the dark abyss he had experienced before waking up in this new life, except this time, he felt more detached. No sense of pain, no panic—just a profound, almost peaceful silence.

"Am I… dead?" Raghav's voice echoed in the void, though he wasn't sure if he had even spoken aloud.

He tried to move but found that he had no body, no form—just a presence, drifting aimlessly. His thoughts, however, were crystal clear. He remembered everything—the car, the screech of tires, the pain—and now, here he was again, caught in the space between life and death.

"So, this is how it ends, huh?" he thought bitterly. "What's the point of being reincarnated if I'm just going to die again? No powers, no second chance—just… this."

His thoughts floated with him in the endless dark. The frustration of the past few weeks—the pressure to perform, the expectations, the mundanity of life—all of it seemed so small now. Was this the final moment? Would he die again, never waking up to live this life, this second chance? He felt the overwhelming weight of regret pressing down on him, but there was also an odd sense of release.

In this void, he didn't have to worry about exams or proving himself. He didn't have to bear the crushing expectations of his family or society. All of that was fading away, becoming more and more distant, as if those worries belonged to someone else.

But there was something else—a faint tug, like a string pulling at him. Somewhere, far away, he could sense voices. Familiar voices. His mother's voice, thick with worry. Rajat's voice, hurried and anxious. The sounds were faint, as if coming from a distant world. The world of the living.

The longer he floated in the void, the more he realized he wasn't completely gone. He was stuck, caught between life and death. It wasn't over yet.

Raghav closed his eyes, focusing on the distant sounds. He wasn't ready to give up. He hadn't fought for this second life, hadn't wanted it—but now that he was on the verge of losing it, he realized how much it mattered. How much *living* mattered. The ordinary struggles, the seemingly mundane existence—it was still life. And he wasn't ready to let go.

"I don't want to die again," Raghav thought, the words echoing louder now in the void. "I'm not done yet."

With that thought, the darkness began to shift. Slowly at first, and then more rapidly, the void around him cracked, light spilling through the fractures. The sounds of the real world grew louder, more distinct. The tug at his consciousness became stronger, pulling him back toward the world of the living.

Raghav felt his body again—the sharp sting of pain, the weight of his limbs, the rhythmic beep of a heart monitor nearby. His senses returned to him one by one. The smell of antiseptic. The sound of nurses bustling around. The sensation of a stiff hospital bed beneath him.

He blinked, his eyes adjusting to the sterile brightness of the hospital room. His entire body ached, a dull, throbbing pain that seemed to seep into his bones. But he was alive. Barely, but alive.

As his vision cleared, he saw his mother sitting beside the bed, her face pale and drawn, her eyes red from crying. When she noticed him stir, she let out a gasp of relief.

"Raghav! Oh, thank God, you're awake!" she exclaimed, reaching out to take his hand, her grip firm but trembling. Tears streamed down her face as she clutched his hand, holding on as though she was afraid he might disappear again.

Raghav tried to speak, but his throat was dry, and his voice came out as a rasp. "Mom…?"

She nodded quickly, brushing away her tears. "You've been in a coma for a day, Raghav. You were in an accident. The doctors… they said you were lucky to be alive."

A coma. A day. It felt like much longer. The time in that void had stretched endlessly, but in reality, it had been just a brief brush with death. The thought of how close he had come to losing everything sent a shiver through him.

"I… I'm okay," he managed to say, though the words felt hollow. He wasn't sure if he was okay. Physically, yes. But mentally… he wasn't the same.

His mother held his hand tightly, as if she could keep him tethered to the world by sheer will alone. "You scared us," she whispered. "You scared me so much."

Raghav looked at her—really looked at her this time. The lines of worry etched into her face, the weariness in her eyes. He had always seen her as part of the mundane, the routine of this world. But in this moment, he realized how much she cared, how deeply she was connected to him. And how much he had taken for granted.

As he lay there, his body still recovering, Raghav felt something inside him shift. The accident, the near brush with death—it had changed him. He had been given this second life, and now he understood that it wasn't meant to be squandered. It wasn't about powers or systems or grand adventures. It was about *living*—truly living.

Raghav closed his eyes, taking a deep breath. This time, he wasn't going to waste it.

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