Adrian ignored him and continued washing the makeup off of his face, Simon gently kissed the back of his neck, "You look so beautiful... But red really isn't your colour." Simon mumbled into Adrian's ear quietly, so no one else could hear. And still Adrian ignored him, simply cleaning off his makeup taking much longer then everyone else as he struggled with the eyeliner staining his skin.
And soon enough, Adrian already having been late and having the last of the showers, they were almost completely alone, only having a few showers running when Adrian finished and pushed Simon away.
Soren came out of his shower wrapped by a towel as Adrian started removing his clothes, Soren hadn't realized at first who he was and stared down at his naked chest. He looked up with an almost worried expression, this was the first time in a few weeks now that he had seen Adrian without a shirt. Same for Simon, both brothers stared, but Adrian only cared about Soren, again, being manipulated by his own insecurities that he looks good in Sorens eyes.
"Adrian..." Soren mumbled, Simon's eyes quite literally filling with tears as he watched Adrian's body move slowly, his arms and shoulders where nothing but bone, his ribs where poking out to the point it looked like his stomach was hollowed out, he looked... Dead.
It looked like he had been dead and rotting in the ground for years, it looked like his skin was being stretched and pulled over a skeleton, it did nothing but scare Simon, and disgust Soren.
"Fuck..." Soren whispered, nearly whimpered out causing Adrian's heart to spike and nearly collapse upon itself, he didn't know what to do as he stood there covering his stomach with his hands, doing a bad job at it.
"You look like the fucking skeleton in the nurses office." Soren suddenly spoke, Adrian's heart fell onto the floor and broke into a million peaces, he stared at Soren with tears already in his eyes knowing even less what to do now. Hurt was a fucking understatement of what Soren just did to him, he completely destroyed any last shred of self worth he had left and smashed it on the ground just to step in it and walk away laughing.
Simon turned to his brother slowly, shocked at the utter madness in Soren's voice, without saying a single thing Simon punched Soren as hard as he possibly could straight in the face, causing him to fall backwards and hit his head hard on the brick wall behind him. Adrian stormed into his shower room fully in tears and slammed the door shut loudly.
He just slowly dropped down to the floor as he covered his mouth along with the sobs that left his throat. Simon stormed away not even knowing how to process what his own brother had just said to not only Adrian, but a fucking human being. He was unbelievably angry at Soren, he didnt even know if he could hate someone so much over a single sentence. And Soren? Well, he was left there barely being able to recognise his own surroundings, he crawled away from the wall with a visible blood stain where he had hit his head. Cesare came out of his shower curious as to what the noise and commotion was about, only to find Soren basically unconscious holding onto the wall trying to stay up. Cesare could see the small drops of blood dripping down the back of Sorens neck, along with a bleeding nose though at the time Cesare was under impression that the bleeding nose was due to the head injury, which made him even more scared and quick to put on a pair of pants for him to quickly carry Soren to the nurse.
And there she was, taken care of him and given him a note that stated that he shouldn't be admitted to be chosen incase he was. Which he infact was, he didn't bother with the note and just got up but Cesare quickly stopped him, "No, he got hurt earlier, he has the note." He handed the gaurd the note and he simply shrugged, leaving with the three girls that where chosen.
"Wait what happened?" Atlas asked, sitting at the edge of his bed, "He hit his head in the showers, that's why he's so disoriented," Cesare answered, and as he said this Soren stumbled and fell into his knees holding onto the bed closest to him, "And he keeps getting random dizzy spells like that." Cesare said, helping him up but Soren just held into his arms barely moving his legs, "How did he manage that?" Harper asked, helping Cesare to carry Soren to his bed, "He must've slipped, he hasn't spoken since it happened."
"Can't that be a brain injury?" Milo asked, "We don't know yet, nurse said to keep him awake for as long as possible and that she'll check back in in the morning." Cesare said, putting Soren on his bed, "Wait when? How? Why didn't you tell me?" Jamie started asking questions to Soren cupping his cheeks and making him look at his face while sitting on his bed, "Have you been paying zero attention?" Cesare laughed and everyone giggled at Jamie's cute behaviour, Jamie smiled, "I'll stay with him and keep him up." He offered, gently petting Sorens hair causing Soren to bend down and press his face against Jamie's shoulder.
"Ha, you're hilarious, you sleep better then everyone here, you're not gonna be able to stay awake. I'll stay with him."
"Why? All your gay ass is gonna do is masturbate on his face. I'll do it."
"That grammatically makes no sense, and no! I won't take advantage of a man with brain damage."
"Nah, both of you are too gay for this, I'll do it."
"Your name is Elio, you're the definition of gay. I'll do it."
"We can all do it, it doesn't matter, just keep him awake and don't fuck him in his sleep." Cesare laughed, heading back to his bed as a bunch of boys gathered around Sorens bed, doing various things threwout the night to keep awake though at the end of the day they were all asleep on the floor and on top of each other leaving Soren to be the only one awake.
He sat on his bed at three am reading while suffering from a major headache, he slowly began to hear soft sobs that were clearly being hidden by blankets. Soren didn't care at first before he recognized the voice and location.
Adrian.
He was about to get up and go to him but heard his brother's voice instead, "Ha... You're a fool, Adrian. Why would you let yourself get that bad?... Soren is... He's not worth it, he doesn't deserve you." Soren looked over to see Simon whispering at Adrian's bed, Adrian still didn't say anything and Simon simply got in with him, spooning him tightly and whispering sweet praises in his ears.
"you're so beautiful.."
"You are so brave."
"And loyal."
"He doesn't deserve you."
Soren stared and listened to the tone of Simon's voice, he realized something he had been missing for years, it was right in front of him and he never even fucking knew.
"I love you Adrian.. please don't hurt yourself just because some asshole doesn't see your worth." Simons words caused Adrian to turn around, not fully comprehending the meaning of his words as he just hugged his neck tightly, "I don't understand... I've done everything I possibly could and I'm still not enough..."
"No, he's not enough, how is it your fault when he doesn't see the effort? He's stupid, and rude, and self absorbed that's not your fault Audri." Simon gently rubbed his hands over Adrian's body, from his slender shoulders to his back to his butt and as far down his legs he could comfortably reach, "I don't even know why im so hurt... I knew... He told me so many times... And everytime it just hurts more." Adrian whispered, wrapping his leg over Simon's waist.
The position was certainly intimidating for Simon, but Adrian's always been a touchy person, getting physical cuddles from everyone, he was known as the teddy bear. But Simon was the exact opposite, he only ever touched when he thought it necessary and would push you away if you touched him without permission. And now, having a beautiful boy in his arms and his legs over his body, he could feel Adrian's.... On his stomach, he didn't want to admit it, he's having an emotional moment, so why is he having such vulgar thoughts about this boy in this moment?
"Audri... Adrian, please, I'm begging you... I'll go on my fucking knees just please stop this... Your body doesn't deserve to be treated like a-... Like an object.." Simon tried his hardest to push away these feelings and thoughts, but his lower regions wasn't exactly doing a good job, "I can't... I don't want to." Adrian whispered, slowly becoming calmer and sleepy, "I just.. I love him so much... I love him more then anything... I love him.." Adrian's words where a sting to Simon's heart, he didn't know what to do anymore and he just wanted to disappear.
Eventually Adrian fell asleep in Simon's arms, all he needed was just a loving hand to help him threw the night, Simon could feel Adrian's soft breathes on his neck, he tried so hard to stop thinking about it but he just couldn't take his mind off of Adrian's body. It scared him to his wits end seeing how unhealthy he was, but honestly how fucking long he's been wanting to be this close to him...
Simon couldn't take it anymore, he slowly reached down and gently rubbed over his pants, reaching inside and slowly pushed the pants down enough for his tool to spring out, still hard and erect as he gently rubbed over the tip, he held back tears as he felt disgusted in what he was about to do, but he couldn't stop thinking about; it had become almost unbearable.
He inhaled sharply as he moved his hand up and down, he's most certainly not one to masturbate, maybe once or twice in a whole year, meaning he just couldn't handle it, he felt so sensitive, the slightest touch made so he could barely hold his voice.
Simon buried his face into Adrian's hair, biting his lip tightly as he began to pick up speed, he gripped Adrian's body tightly as he trembled from the feeling of touching not only himself but also Adrian, and pretty soon the sticky white liquid made it's way threw the tip, Simon covered himself and pushed it down towards his legs and tried to keep it from getting everywhere, though his pants and hands were still covered and he had no way to clean it. He used his shirt to wipe himself and gently held Adrian's body, he breathe deeply trying not to make any noises and inhaled Adrian's sent with each breathe.
And after having been 'satisfied' those thoughts that where keeping him up no longer existed within his mind, making it much easier for him to fall asleep.