As I stood near the electrocuting chair that was going to cause my death I did not feel scared but intense rage boiling within me. As I look sideways I saw the friends I foolishly taught would ride or die with me snickering and laughing at me.
As I sat on the electricity chair and the executional started strapping me to the chair, I started recollecting all the opportunities thrown into the gutter;rejecting Ryan's proposal rejecting the elite academy scholarship and betraying my childhood friends.
My family...heh... treated me like trash ever since my biological mother passed on. My stepmother, father and step siblings Jack and Divine came to establish the fact that I was no longer part of their family nor do I bear their last name.
"I wish I never had you you are such a disgrace to this family"my father said with a deadpan expression whilst looking at me."honestly throughout my life my small always covered my pain....heh heh.. I was jealous Harry Potter could talk to snakes turns out I've been talking to them for years.
When the executioner was done strapping me to the electrocuting chair, he asked
"Any last words"
I knew after this words we say the executioner will execute me. I looked at Ryan... tho he was a psychopath he loves me and that is enough to heal my wounded heart. I saw tears swelling up in his eyes I knew he wish he wasn't seeing this. Unfortunately this wasn't the case I looked at him smiled and mouthed the words;
"Wait for me"
I don't know why I said this but it felt right I finally look towards my friends who betrayed me and my family smiled arrogantly and said the words;
"YOU WILL REGRET THIS AND PAY WITH YOUR FUCKING LIVES"
"REST IN PEACE DAISY SHELDOM"the executioner said out loud as I felt sharp pain transmitting through out my body as I blacked out.
Even if that I still hold grudges and regrets . I remember now when I was just 5 years old my family was at the pinnacle of power this was all due to my mother. But of course my father got greedy and wanted all the power and money to himself. Heh.... I think that was when I fully understood the meaning of "money is the root of all evil".
I guess when I was alive I couldn't remember because my father brain washed me but now I remember...I remember how he killed her right in front of me as I blood trickled down falling on my body. I felt so much hatred for this man I wish I could have killed him just there.
But of course because of his special power was to brain wash I forget such a terrible memory.
Now I truly realize how stupid I was when I was alive I rejected a man who love me so much you do anything for me friends who will do anything just to see me smile I regret all my decisions I really wished I had not fallen into such a deep pit with no way. I guess there is no need in regreting anything I'm already gone I just hope they have a good life.
As I was mesmerized in my emotions time went to buy I had a voice it was a female's her voice sound like sounds of happens playing on their hearts she asked me
"What will you do in my your next life"
"....In my next life I will put myself first in everything with this I will not be the victim in this game called life again" I replied to her ".
"Well said my child I will give you the chance to go back in time to make things right don't disappoint me good luck!"
Those were the last words of the mysterious voice I didn't get the chance to say thank you I thought as a ray of light blinded my vision.
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There was a dull ringing in my ear, my throat and dry every muscle in my body I immediately opened my eyes and found myself in a familiar and environment; my bedroom I sat up hastily and grab my phone on the bedstand turned it on and look at the date second June 2018 oh my god I have actually been sent back in time my face let up with a smile.:}
" I am back"
I thought I as I was about to scream to express my happiness but my voice got caught up in my throat when I saw a man resting his head on the bedside
"Ryan!!! what the f*** im I seen things what is he doing here I thought when something clicked in my mind today is the second of June the day Ryan Fier proposed to me officially as his mate I rejected him thinking it was too sad then and insincere but now I will take the chance and make sure to return his love tenfold back.
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