Thanks to Carl, with whom I have been in a relationship for a long time, I originally had no prejudice against homosexuality. But if someone asks me why I didn't notice the feelings I was facing but noticed Piney's feelings.
That's because the person I like now is also of the same sex, so I don't think it's strange for others to have such feelings.
It's as if I have started to have such an illusion and think this is a very natural thing. But I can't say it out loud. Facing Piney's gaze that is probing me, I become a bit at a loss.
"Well, I won't dig deeper."
"I have nothing to hide."
Indeed, my relationship with Blake is hard to express in words. But I don't think it's something shameful. Instead, I think it's normal. Although the age gap between us still bothers me to this day, couples with an age gap are not rare nowadays.
It's just that it's helpless that this matter is hard to tell others easily.
