Regarding matters like love, I often felt in the past that it wasn't very suitable for me. If one isn't an extremely patient person, I think they wouldn't be able to tolerate my dullness, lack of attentiveness, insufficient words, and other shortcomings.
In fact, these have also been the reasons for breakups before. Although not entirely because of these, I often make people angry.
Although I have been in love with several people before, among those I have been with, I think Blake is the kindest. Perhaps because he is a man. Different from women, he has aspects that can bear my dependence. But not only that, the most important thing is that he cares about me the most and thinks about me. In the case of women, I should be in that position.
Only now do I realize that I am actually the kind of person who wants to rely on the other person more. In the past, on the contrary, I thought that if the other person relied on me and needed me, I would be very happy.
