Feeling dizzy as if being pushed to the ground. However, when he tightly grabbed me as if holding on to a lifeline, I couldn't bear to push him away and could only gently pat his back many times to try to comfort him.
The way he leans his cheek against my chest and acts coquettishly is really cute. But precisely because I love him, I don't want to be easily carried away by emotions and defile him.
At that time, I actually didn't intend to go that far. But seeing that he didn't resist, I got carried away. As a result, I caused something I regret.
"Ben, why did you drink?"
"..."
"Because you're embarrassed to face me?"
I stroked his silent hair and hugged his body. He must have been thinking all kinds of things alone and fallen into an inescapable situation. Thinking of this, a sense of guilt welled up in my heart.
"It's my fault."
"You're not wrong. Don't always blame everything on yourself."
