Since I had long expected it to turn out like this, even if I regret failing and doing something stupid, it's of no use. On the contrary, I want to praise myself. At that time, not forcibly keeping the person who wanted to run away and not pushing him down is already remarkable. Although this is obviously just empty comfort, at least I can feel relieved because reason has prevailed.
So far, I had always thought that I had been quite patient. But when the two of us are alone and he approaches me defenselessly and innocently, I still feel helpless.
I always thought that I was relatively patient in such matters, but I am not yet mature enough to easily laugh it off.
To be honest, in my heart, all kinds of emotions are in full swing, and reason and instinct are in battle. To be honest, this is quite painful. However, I don't want to forcefully pressure the person who still doesn't quite understand to establish a relationship. After all—.
