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Chapter 11 - Chapter 11: Sensei’s Unspoken Words

Autumn had descended with its usual grandeur. The trees lining the streets had shed their summer coats, transforming into a vibrant tapestry of red, orange, and gold. The crisp air was filled with the earthy scent of fallen leaves, and the sun, now lower in the sky, cast a warm, golden glow over everything. It was a season of change, and Haruki could feel it deeply within him.

As the first year of high school drew to a close, the usual buzz of exam preparations filled the school corridors. Students whispered about study strategies and upcoming tests, their voices a blend of excitement and anxiety. Haruki, however, found himself preoccupied with thoughts far removed from textbooks and assignments. The aftermath of the field trip had left him emotionally drained, and his decision to distance himself from Sakura had only added to his inner turmoil.

He trudged back to his apartment after another long day of classes. The weight of his responsibilities as a teacher felt heavier than usual. Haruki had resolved to take a break from his usual routine and clear his mind. He stepped into his apartment, his thoughts a whirl of conflicting emotions. Yuki was in the living room, deeply engrossed in a video game, when Haruki made his announcement.

"Yuki, I'm heading out for a bit," Haruki said, grabbing a jacket from the coat rack and slipping it on. He added a cozy scarf for warmth before heading towards the door.

Yuki looked up briefly, his eyes glued to the screen. "Okay, Uncle Haruki. Have a good time!"

Unbeknownst to Haruki, Sakura had overheard him. The sound of the door closing prompted her to act quickly. She hurriedly threw on a simple hoodie and a pair of jeans, her heart racing. If Haruki was going out, she would take this chance to confront him. She was determined to understand why he had been avoiding her so persistently, despite their close proximity as neighbors.

As she reached the building's entrance, she saw Haruki emerging from the apartment complex. He was just about to step out when he noticed her. His expression flickered with surprise, and he hesitated for a moment before trying to maintain his composure.

"Oh, what a coincidence," Sakura said with a forced cheerfulness, catching up to him. "I was heading out too! So, where are you going?"

Haruki's brow furrowed. "Don't try to lump me into your 'coincidence' scheme. I'm just going to a nearby park."

Sakura's eyes brightened with genuine enthusiasm. "What a coincidence! That's where I'm headed too! Let's go together!"

Haruki sighed, a hint of exasperation in his voice. "Fine. Let's go."

The two walked side by side through the streets, the crisp autumn air biting at their faces. The path to the park was lined with trees adorned in their fall splendor, their leaves rustling softly in the breeze. The sun was beginning its descent, casting long shadows and a warm, amber light across the ground.

They reached a small, not-so-popular park nestled away from the hustle and bustle of the city. It was a tranquil place, with a few scattered benches and a serene pond that reflected the fiery colors of the sunset. Haruki and Sakura found a bench and sat down, the silence between them almost palpable.

The park was quiet, save for the occasional chirp of a bird or the rustle of leaves. Sakura broke the silence first, her voice soft and tentative. "Sensei, I know you've been avoiding me. But why? We're neighbors, after all. We should be able to interact a bit outside of class."

Haruki's gaze was fixed on the pond, his expression conflicted. "Sakura, the truth is, I'm your teacher. With everything that's happened—the engagement lie and all—I'm trying to make things clear. It's not just about being neighbors. It's about keeping our relationship professional."

Sakura's eyes narrowed slightly. "Sensei, I appreciate your concern, but this is my choice to make. We're only two years apart. Why are you acting like you're my father?"

Haruki couldn't help but smile at her frustration, though it was tinged with sadness. "There are more reasons why I've been avoiding you, but I can't explain them all. I don't want to make things more complicated for you, but it's been difficult."

Sakura's eyes began to well up with tears. "We're not just teacher and student. We're neighbors, and we've been engaged in the eyes of the students. Why do you keep avoiding me?"

Seeing her distress, Haruki's expression softened. He felt a deep sense of remorse. "Sakura, after the field trip, it's been hard for me. I tried to talk to you, but every time I do, I end up backing away. I didn't know how to handle it after you saw me acting like a child."

Sakura's cheeks flushed with embarrassment, her heart fluttering at the realization of his feelings. "Thank you for being honest with me. Even though you're my teacher, you're still human. I worry about you because you push yourself too hard and neglect your own well-being. I care about you."

Haruki's eyes softened further as he listened. He recalled the intimate moment they shared in the van during the field trip and how her confession had resonated with him. He took a deep breath and decided to take a leap of faith.

"I love you," Haruki said, his voice trembling with emotion. Then, in a barely audible whisper, he added, "too."

Sakura's eyes widened in surprise and joy. She hadn't expected such a direct confession, and the addition of the whispered "too" made her realize that he had heard her confession at the beach. Her heart raced as she processed his words.

She leaned closer, her face a mixture of hope and nervousness. Haruki, unable to meet her gaze, covered his mouth with his hand in embarrassment. As Sakura's lips brushed against his hand, a delicate shiver ran through them both. Their faces flushed a bright red, illuminated by the fading light of the day.

"You heard me at the beach, didn't you?" Sakura asked, her voice a mix of vulnerability and excitement.

"Yes," Haruki replied, his own voice filled with longing. "And I heard you in the van too. I want to be close to you. I want to hold you and be by your side forever. I feel like I'm going crazy thinking about you."

Sakura's face turned even redder, and she covered her face with her hands, overwhelmed by the intensity of her emotions. Haruki, in turn, felt a surge of courage. He moved closer, his dark blue eyes locking onto hers. He gently brushed his long black hair back and leaned in to kiss her hand, which was still covering her face.

When he pulled away, he glanced at her, his own cheeks flushed with embarrassment. An awkward silence followed, punctuated only by the distant sound of rustling leaves and the occasional bird call. Finally, Haruki broke the silence with a more mundane question, his voice betraying his nervousness.

"So, did you study for the exams?" he asked, trying to regain a semblance of normalcy.

Sakura chuckled through her blush, shaking her head. "You're such a normal sensei. I wonder why I fell for you."

Haruki smiled sheepishly. "I'm not a good sensei. I let myself fall for a student and now we're in this complicated situation."

Sakura smirked playfully. "You're not that bad. Just a bit clueless sometimes."

A sudden gust of wind blew through the park, causing Sakura to shiver. Without hesitation, Haruki removed his jacket and draped it over her shoulders. "Here, you're cold. Let's get you warmed up."

As they walked back, Yuki, who had been secretly observing from a distance, finally made his presence known with a low voice. "I was the first one to confess, you know?"

Haruki and Sakura both turned, startled. Sakura's laughter mingled with the sound of the rustling leaves, and Haruki looked at Yuki with a mixture of surprise and amusement. The three of them walked together, the setting sun casting a golden hue over their path.

In that moment, amidst the serene beauty of the autumn park, Haruki and Sakura found a new understanding. Their feelings, once tangled and conflicted, had found a clear expression. The road ahead was still uncertain, but for now, they walked together, their hearts a little lighter and their bond a little stronger.