I tolerated eveything,
The heart breaks you gave me,
The way you made my tears fall,
The pain you handed me,
The rage you created,
The way you burned fire in my heart,
The hate you made me create for myself,
The life i lost because of you,
I can still tolerate it.
But when you asked,
"Did you even love me?"
I wanted you kill you,
With all the rage you created in me,
I wanted to hurt you,
The same way you did to me,
But how could i do that,
You were my baby.
How dare you ask that,
While knowing,
I killed myself for you,
I got scolded for you,
I ghosted people for you,
I ruined my life to love you,
I lied to my parents for you,
I killed my happiness for you,
I spent every night crying for you,
I stopped sleeping,
To write long messages for you,
Just so that you could feel special,
And you ask me,
If i love you?
Damn,
That burned my heart,
I did love you a lot,
But now I wish,
I never did,
Cause all and everything I did for you,
Was never the worth,
You will never know,
How much I loved you,
But dear,
You can never love the way I do,
That's the bitter truth.