I stood as I watched my dad shed few tears as he held my mom's hands. Hoping it wouldn't be what I was thinking cause if it really was ........ I don't know what will become of me !

I watched with the food I was carrying for her, she hasn't eaten for the past few days, seeing her in the hospital bed was riping my heart off.

My dad slowly looked back when he noticed my presence with teary eyes he stood up and walked towards me and compassionately hugged me.

'Lara you have to be strong for your mother ' he said

What's really happening!!!! I asked myself in thought

'dad w! What's the problem? I made mom's favorite ' I said expecting a news that wasn't what I was thinking.

He drew himself away from me and held my arms.

'D! D! Dad' I stammered

' what's the problem ' I asked already with my eyes glimming with sadness as he's eyes became more teary than it was.

" Lara!!"

' Hmm ' I replied

" Y!! your m!!!" He stammered bending his face.

" What daddy!!!" I asked anxiously

" Your mom's dead!" he said as he slide down his hands off my arm and walked out of the ward.

I dropped the food unconsciously and it littered the floor but I didn't care. I slowly walked close to my mother hoping it would be some sort of prank or something.

Ist beside her feeling more terrible than ever,I cried as I remembered moments she said she would be alive to seee me successful with her grand children and my perfect soulmate.

" You should have waited a bit longer" I mumbled as I cried my eyes out .

I didn't notice when the doctor came in until he touched me and I raised my face in anger

"Y! You couldn't save her , why! Why! Why the hell are you a doctor!"

" Miss! We tried our best we can, as a matter of fact I'm not her creator, stage 4 leukemia is very incurable I mean it's it takes only a miracle to cure it, I'm sorry " he explained. I just stood there crying and hitting my hands on the wall of the ward.

"Miss!!! You're really hurting yourself!"

Nothing felt hurting to me than losing mom.

"She wouldn't be happy seeing you like this "

In a blink,I passed out.....

What's the point of living without mom, I will be 18 by tomorrow for Pete's sake .

Although mom had anger issues but she's literally the perfect woman every man would want to make her his. On the other side dad was the quiet one and no one knows he's intention unless he tells you. Whenever they argued, mom was always the one whose voice would echo round the compound.

I knew my family wasn't perfect and we never had much but my dad made sure we didn't eat just once or twice a day.

I was the replica of my mom but not in anger issues, my body shape, the blue eyes, long eyelash, with my long, bouncy and curly hair and of course my beautiful face I had many suitors when I turned 16.

I had dreams and goal I really want to achieve in order to make my mom and my dad proud......

But now she left!!!! What will become my fate