Tears as clear as crystals rolled down Jill's fair cheeks, like strings of broken pearls.
Ji En reached out to catch her falling hot tears. Each of her tears dropped into his heart, eroding his heart.
He lowered his head and kissed Jill, a kiss mixed with his blood, penetrating both of their bodies. They had too many unbreakable ties of fate.
In the dead of night, he looked at Jill who had fallen asleep with tear stains on her face, and a kind of pity welled up in his heart.
From the first time he saw her, he had the urge to protect her, so he asked his family to adopt her. But he never knew how to express his concern for her, so it evolved into a way of abusing her. Because only in this way could he feel her emotional fluctuations. Other than that, she was always obedient to him, so obedient that it seemed she had no temper.
During the seven years he was in the United States, since he knew she ran away from home, he started frantically searching for her everywhere, but there was no trace of her. She was like a flash in the pan, disappearing from his world. It wasn't until he returned to China and personally searched for her whereabouts that he found her figure in a restaurant called Happy Steakhouse. But when she saw him, she could pretend not to know him. So in a fit of anger, he tied her up and brought her back.
And every time he tied her by his side, he found that she was very depressed because of it. Everything that happened to her every time became a disaster for her.
The disappearance of Minze and Qianhe made him know that he already had two children. But at that time, he lost his mind and chose to push her away. It wasn't that he didn't trust her, but for a moment, he couldn't accept her concealment from him all this time. This girl who was simple and obedient in his eyes since childhood, this person who occupied his entire heart, turned out to be the one who played with him in the palm of her hand.
After knowing about Qianhe's accident, he knew he was wrong. He looked at Jill, who was completely hopeless at that time. He wanted to hold her tightly and tell her that he would believe whatever she said in the future. But she didn't give him a chance but chose to run away from home again. He finally understood that at the edge of every despair, the only thing she could do was to choose to escape. The harm she suffered since childhood made her weak heart form the habit of escape.
She always had a way to make him unable to find her. So she could hide in one place for two years and hardly go out. When he saw her, it was at the church where he was forced to get married. He watched her sadly tear off the necklace and ring he gave her and throw them at him. At that moment, he felt that she threw their love back to him along with the necklace and the ring. She still chose to escape. In order not to be hurt, she didn't even have the willingness to fight, but was in a hurry to escape.
When she came back to him again, she had lost a lot of her spirit, like a dying sunflower, with no power to face the sun anymore. She had more hostility and hatred towards him. If there was deep love before, now her hatred was just as deep.
She was as fragile as a bubble that would burst at a touch and couldn't withstand any more setbacks.