TW - dark themes.

There I was, I was in my room. Tired and alone, an introvert and bastard. Why was I of all people, chosen to survive?

If only... I didn't accept that apology, I wouldn't be here. I'd be happy, I'd be strong. But now I'm a monster, and a human mix.

What am I?

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As I was in my room, I was skinny almost bare bone, even my ribcage was showing. It was a rare disease, called "Leonacudavascin".

An condition that makes you skinny, even if you eat a lot.

I had dark brown skin, and long black flowing hair. My eyes were black and emotionless, not an singular emotion in them.

They were stoic.

I heard a knock on my door, it was my uncle. "You awake Fen?" My uncle said.

But I stayed quiet for a while, finally I spoke. "Yes," I spoke quietly. Barely enough for my uncle to hear, and he didn't speak for a while.

"Food is ready, are you gonna come out?" He said outloud, why would he not be worried. Especially after the... Incident.

My family died in a car crash, all because I got angry and yelled. How did something so simple cause something so massive?

And at their funeral I had the gall to be angry. "How will I survive off of this?! I won't even last a week!"

I was blinded by my own idioticness, it should be time for me to leave. I turned 18 today anyway.

"Uncle... I'm leaving..." I said from the other side of the door, and he was surprised. I just turned 18 why would I leave?

"I'm sorry," I said as I left. He was devastated, and I left. Finally reaching my apartment.

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I looked up, the apartment was huge. "XXXX Shinsi Apartment..." I never seen this, it was huge. And I was room 2-4.

I walked in, giving my ID to the register..she lets me walk past, getting in the elevator, I reach floor 2.

The elevator was pretty old, it was creaky and shaky. As I got out I looked at my room, it was down the hall.

I walked to the door, reaching my hand iutm my heart beats, it was getting hard to breathe. Finally I open it.

I was introduced to nothing, my apartment will be my own. But it's lonely... Like always.

I walked in, coosing the door and locking it behind me, I lay down. A 2nd me appearing.

"Are you really still alive?" He said, "you should die. You're a disappointment." The other Fen told me.

I cried, tears falling down my eyes. "Tch, I'm truly an... Bastard piece of crap." I said to myself.

The Other Fen has a look of surprise, why did I say such a thing? That was his job right? So why did I say that, was I him. Hah! What a joke.