It was even more serious during the days he was on an expedition. He couldn't eat and sleep properly.
What happened to him? Is it because he's becoming clingy and needy that Alterain started distancing himself from him? Or was it because he was no longer attractive to Alterain's eyes anymore?
Is he having doubts? Did he meet someone during the expedition and fall in love with that person?
What is he going to do if that was the case? Fight back? Or cage him so he couldn't run away? Yves shuddered in his own thoughts. His mind was spiraling into darkness because of the love he felt for him.
He truly won't be able to let him go. No matter what.
"Ah!"
Water washed over him as his mind was drowning in those negative and extreme thoughts. But surprisingly, instead of sinking deeper from negativity, those worries were washed away as soon as he opened his eyes and saw Alterain smiling while looking down at him.