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Chapter 9 - Uncharted Feelings

Emma is a very intelligent young lady

She's not fully human so her ability to take in knowledge is very flexible.

She is aware that her mother left both her and her father after her birth.

Emma resented her mother

She knew neither her face nor her voice but the burning resentment lived on in her heart indefinitely.

The glowing eyes John bore because of his beautiful emotions were darkened with the negativity attached to this world.

It was a sight that made her tongue sour.

As time progressed, she had more reasons 

to hate her.

A mother who never cared about her

Never breastfed her

Emma knew no other parent who wasn't John.

She convinced herself that John gave birth to her himself.

There was no woman involved

Though she knows the impossibilities that theory holds

She let her feelings decide for her.

When the search began, she was angry that John would still go this extra mile to find her

She was always in her head.

"Why would he risk his life for her? She's not even worth it. She left me, she left us. Father, why are you doing this to yourself? Move on, I'll be whatever she was to you. The only thing you need in your life is me."

Emma was obsessed with her father

Willing to give herself to him despite such complications 

She wanted to be his daughter, wife and life purpose.

She was already two of those things but she wanted more and as long as Anastasia remained in the picture, her blood always boiled.

This was Emma's impossible romance.

She read romance novels at times so she always thought she could make her father happy even without his Ana.

Who has ever heard of a vampire committing incest?

Also, now that John is becoming more human

He wouldn't commit incest, knowing that humans look down on it as a taboo.

The more he can do to be human and 

understand what life is.

However,r Emma doesn't care about humans and their ethics.

John does and he wouldn't even defile the moonflower he protects with his life.

John is the literal representation of the saying "Lonely at the top"

Even with riches, he still has a heart drowned in sorrow.

Emma wants to relinquish him of all his burdens.

She has so many scenarios of her and John having sex

It was meant to be a romantic moment for her but from a viewer's point

Emma has become obsessed in a very unhealthy way.

She majorly thought about her and John kissing

Then John slowly moves his hand all over her body

Emma may not be 18 yet but her body matures faster than the average human body.

She wants to be her father's toy

He plays with it whenever he wants to

As the scenario continues 

John put his finger inside her and fucks her with his finger slowly

She moans softly and breathes heavily

"Please Daddy, don't stop"

John stops and puts his finger in his mouth 

This would turn Emma on even more

He turned her and bent her over

Used his dick to tease her before sliding it in

Emma's heart beat so fast when the tip got in

She whimpered as loudly as possible

He slowly slides everything in as she drags 

the sheets, trying to take it all

When it all got in, blood flowed out.

"I'm your flower alone, Father, give it all to me(she said while moaning)"

John trusted with a light force

She kept screaming "Yes Daddy, harder"

By the time he started going harder and faster

She was drooling all over the bed and her pussy was dripping so much, using a lube would have been a waste.

He came inside here, with her tongue out and body twitching.

She had a very lewd and disorganized smile. Pleasure at its finest

Emma's thoughts were so realistic on an unrealistic level

She wanted to feel him inside her body as deep as possible.

All this was just a fragment of the many 

scenarios she created in her mind.

Emma is in love with John to the furthest extent.

But her feelings are to be kept deep in her heart and mind.

During the search, where John sustained a very serious injury from the 12-foot-long wooden pole.

She was close to making Anastasia's head the only thing that would atone for John if he died.

Emma knows what she is, so her next course of action is to give him her blood because it could help him regenerate quickly.

Hearing Anastasia's letter to both John and herself

She questioned if her mother loved them and if she did, why would she make John suffer through this?

Then again another injury was sustained.

Emma was confused about how someone could say all that and still hurt the people they loved.

She remains paralleled in the situation, but her desire for John still burns.

The question is, will John ever find out?

Or would she bottle up everything?

More questions that's remain without answers

Not rhetorical, just unknown.

Love is a very funny thing.

It certainly doesn't care who or what you are.

Its match is made to its taste and no one else's.

And if love decides to make Emma and

John collide

Who would fall back first?

I wonder who would be dominant in a battle of emotions.