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For Lu Beiyuan, this was a step-by-step progress.
There was more joy on his face, "I'm free every day."
After thinking for a bit, Su Nanxing spoke up, "Lu Beiyuan, I think the most comfortable state for two people to be in is the best state. If you have to force yourself to do anything..."
"I'm not forcing myself," Lu Beiyuan said. "I relish it."
Su Nanxing shook her head, "That's not it. You're willing to do these things now because you're pursuing me. Our relationship is actually unequal, I can decide the nature of this relationship, so you will..."
"It's not like that," Lu Beiyuan also shook his head. "I understand what you mean, but I won't."
Su Nanxing didn't know how to explain it to him.
She understood that feeling all too well.
In the previous three years of marriage, she had been like that towards Lu Beiyuan.
Subservient and always at the ready.
But Su Nanxing was very clear, that wasn't the real her.
