[You considered self-destruction.]
[If you chose that path, all of your plans—your careful preparations—would be undone. But if you didn't, the Outer God might recover and eventually enslave the Avatar World.]
[You hesitated for a brief moment, thinking of Kania. But you weren't concerned about him interfering.]
[Kania was too occupied restraining the World Will. If he let go, the World Will would immediately retaliate against the Outer God, which meant Kania couldn't act.]
[With the stalemate between Kania and the World Will in place, and with Tenzin and Kyle still around to deal with any remnants of the Outer God's forces, you realized the Avatar World would be safe—at least for a time—after you were gone.]
[There was no choice left.]
[Without hesitation, you decided to self-destruct.]
[Your godhead, once destroyed, would shatter into fragments, much like Evangeline's Winter godhead had.]