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Chapter 4 - I will miss you big brother...

Kai started preparing for departure . He also left college and had to deal with those college documents . I was busy buying necessary stuff for him . Then again we had to deal with the documents related to house , since he is leaving, they technically belong to me . And so much more .

* 1 month later *

" I hope you have packed everything , even though I told you not to , we have already prepared everything for you at palace " said princess Amira .

" Well I want to keep them as the memories I spent here ..."

" Don't say that Kai , it's not like you'll never return."

" Yeah, that's right , why are u talking like you'll never return ?" replied Sara while she was carrying Kai 's luggage to air port .

(Don't forget I said the nobels and royalties can use airplane and other technology in Arithes)

" And also don't just stand there , carry your luggage yourself , you idiot " said Sara with a smirk .

" How dare u called me , a prince, an idiot huh ?"

" Well , I can call u what ever I want as u aren't crowned yet , heh heh "

" * Giggle* you guys , sometimes y'all behave so matured but now you both are so cute together " said princess while interrupting them .

"Well, that's true . We are siblings after all ...I mean we were once ...he he . Umm what I want to say is we spent time together that's all "

For some reason, the tears I was holding all this time started to become heavier but I didn't let them fall .

Kai made a frowned face . He corrected me so many times saying he still is my brother but I just can't , atleast not in front of princess Amira .

Princess Amira came towards me and said gently, " It's ok , I understand, in fact I know how hard it must be for you . Letting go a person who was your brother is definitely hard . Also , as Kai said he still is your brother. And even I'm like your elder sister so feel free to ask me for any help. Ahh! And also there is message from Aiden , he said that if you have a change of mind feel free to contact , we will make sure to welcome you any time . "

" Hmm... Thanks "

For some reason words were not comming out of my mouth . And I guess it is same for Kai too. He haven't said anything to me since we left for airport.

After waiting for 15 more minutes as the flight was late.

" I guess it would be better to take a private plane , but here we are disguised again in different colour of eyes and hair " said princess.

" Well we can't let others find our identity, travelling with others is most convenient so we don't feel suspicious " said Kai .

Talking about hair and eye colour, I still haven't got used to Kai's white hair and green eyes ... But why isn't he talking to me .... He talks with princess just fine ...

He very well knows that I'm not good at such moments....no way he is waiting for me to start a conversation right ....right ?

Well I made up my mind and spoke ...

" Be careful on your way "

" You are the one who should be careful, you'll be living alone from now on ,especially with that super clumsy nature of yours ."said Kai.

This guy !!!! He doesn't know how to respond without being rude does he !!!

Anyways , let's try again...

" Don't skip your meals , eat properly"

" Yeah , I guess I don't have to remind you back cuz I'm preety sure you'll eat decently as usual, don't get fat in my absence , hehehe.."

" How dare you .... you eat more than me . And u have the audacity to---"

* Airline announcement *

" Oh , there is our flight, see you next time Sara . C'mon , hurry Kai "

Princess Amira waved at me while calling Kai .

"Yes , I'm coming. Bye Sara ..." said Kai in low tone.

" Yeah , take care ... Don't forget to call when you reach "

"Yeah "

" Also mind your language there even though you are a prince don't forget that it is a monarchy , there etiquette is everything."

"Hmm"

" Don't go hard on yourself even if you are not good at a single thing , don't forget what our father used to say ' practice makes man perfect ' "

"....."

At this point it was so hard to breathe , becuz I was trying hold back tears and all the sniffing. I don't want to say goodbye to my brother while crying , I'm a grown up now.... I shouldn't cry....

"Plz call or message me when you reach"

"Yeah..."

"And, and , come visit me when u get time "

" I will "

" Don't forget me , even though you get a new family , -----

Kai interrupted

" There's no way I'll forget you , you know that...."

After some pause , Sara continued to talk while walking along him

" Listen to the princess and the emperor, and no matter what you are going there for , don't do any thing reckless, don't get hurt "

"Yes I know !!! Are u planning to nag me till the end ?

" Yeah , ofcourse"

Kai smiled along with Sara and said ," go home safely, if u need something or if you're in trouble, just tell me , big brother will handle it , now go back and rest you must be exhausted too , I'll get going , bye Sara "

On these words ,Sara , who was following him stopped . She just saw her brother moving forward without looking back .

Kai said all these words but he didn't look at Sara , as if trying to avoid her from seeing his tears . But his shaky voice could tell how much he cared for her.

Sara took a taxi back home . As soon as she reached , she locked the door , took a picture of her with her parents and brother and jumped on the bed , in Kai's room .

" Mama..... Papa.... I can't hold it anymore..."

All the tears Sara was holding all these while were starting to fall.

*Sniffle* " I guess it's just me from now on "

" Honestly , I wonder how would have y'all reacted when you got to know that Kai isn't your son ? "

" Well I'm preety sure that you would still want him to be with you , both loved him so much , especially you mom , remember you would always side with Kai in an argument, while papa used to be on my side , hehe "

"...."

" I ... I want those days back "

The tears could not stop. Kai's absence triggered her the memories of her parents too , reminding her how lonely she was . When ever she remembered her parents , she would always had tears in her eyes but Kai used to crack a joke or make fun of her , to lighten up her mood but now who will ? She can't call him for such trivial matters.....

She felt asleep with tears in her eyes and her family photo in here arms ...

"I will miss you big brother" she mumbled in sleep

To be continued...