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Chapter 18 - Handcuffs

Jonah was utterly shocked by Guinevere's transformation over the past week. The once timid and fearful woman had morphed into someone who exerted control with an intensity he had never anticipated. Her new demeanor was both terrifying and captivating. 

Each day brought a fresh set of humiliating and demeaning tasks that Jonah found himself unable to refuse. It was not the physical pain or the humiliation that troubled him most, but the realization that Guinevere seemed to derive genuine pleasure from his subjugation.

One particularly humiliating experience occurred when she forced him to eat food off the floor, prohibiting the use of his hands. Jonah had to endure this ordeal completely naked, and he felt his dignity being stripped away with each bite. The carpet pressed against his skin as he lapped up the food like an animal, while Guinevere watched with a look of detached amusement. He could feel her eyes on him, analyzing every movement, every expression. He felt reduced to less than human, a feeling that both repulsed and thrilled him in equal measure.

Another day, she demanded a massage, instructing him to knead her muscles and pamper her from morning until night. Jonah's hands ached, but he persisted, eager to please her, to avoid any more of her wrath. She lay on the bed, her face serene, while he worked tirelessly. Her satisfaction was his only reward, yet even this was tinged with a sense of humiliation and servitude.

One of the most demeaning moments came when she offered him a reward. She told him she would give him a head pat if he meowed like a cat. Jonah, his pride long since eroded, complied without hesitation. He meowed, his voice shaky and awkward. But after a few minutes of his desperate attempts, Guinevere looked at him with a disdainful smirk and declared that his performance was unsatisfactory. He felt a deep pang of disappointment, more intense than he would have thought possible. He had debased himself and received nothing in return. It stung deeply, gnawing at him long after the moment had passed.

This week had been a torturous cycle of degradation and manipulation. Jonah felt a peculiar mix of anticipation and dread each morning, wondering what new humiliation the day would bring. 

Despite the misery, he couldn't bring himself to refuse her. Part of him was captivated by her transformation, intrigued by the darkness he saw within her. Another part of him rationalized that her cheerfulness and compliance meant she was no longer resisting her captivity. She ate well and seemed more animated, a stark contrast to the defeated and fearful woman he had first put those chains on. 

Yet, there was an unsettling doubt gnawing at the edges of his mind. He couldn't shake the feeling that he had awakened something truly wicked within her.

Jonah had noticed her cold, calculating eyes long before her change in demeanor. Those eyes didn't belong to someone merely filled with hatred; they spoke of a deeper, more intrinsic malevolence. Her reactions, ever since they had met, had often seemed too perfect, too practiced. It was as if she had been following a script, playing a role to appear normal. Now, she seemed more authentic, more herself, and it was both fascinating and horrifying.

The afternoon was particularly rainy, the kind of day that usually brought Jonah a sense of calm. The sound of the rain tapping against the windows had a soothing rhythm to it. There had been no 'episodes' from Guinevere that morning, so Jonah was at ease. He assumed the day would continue peacefully. Because whenever there was no episode in the morning, there wasn't any for the entire day.

He entered the room with a light heart, expecting to find Guinevere reading or resting. Instead, she was standing near the window, staring out into the moors. Her posture was rigid, and her eyes were as cold as the storm outside.

"I'm fed up," she said, her voice loud and clear, cutting through the silence.

"What?" he asked, confusion and concern intertwining in his voice.

"I'm fed up being in this room," she said with chilling calmness.

Jonah felt a pang of fear. He knew what she was implying, and the prospect terrified him. 

"You know I can't open the chain. You'll..." 

He couldn't finish his sentence as her gaze met his. It was a stare that seemed to penetrate his very soul, filled with an intensity that made him feel small and insignificant. He faltered, his voice trembling. 

"I c...can't."

Guinevere said nothing in response, her silence more powerful than any words. Her cold stare continued to bore into him, stripping away his defenses. Jonah felt an overwhelming urge to comply, driven by the fear of her contempt. He couldn't bear to face her wrath. Stammering, he finally relented. 

"On one condition," he said, his voice barely above a whisper. "You'll have to be handcuffed to me."

She slowly approached him, her movements graceful and deliberate. Standing on tiptoe, she ruffled her hand through his hair. 

"That'll do," she said with a cold smile.

Jonah felt an unexpected rush of joy. A simple head pat, something so trivial, made his heart soar. He never imagined such a small gesture could bring him such happiness. He quickly fetched the handcuffs, attaching one end to her wrist and the other to his own. The click of the metal felt like a binding promise, a testament to his willingness to do anything to keep her content.

As they left the room, Jonah felt a strange mixture of pride and apprehension. The rain outside had intensified, creating a wall of sound that seemed to separate them from the rest of the world. He led her through the manor, the chain between them a constant reminder of their peculiar bond. Guinevere's eyes roamed the hallways with an almost predatory curiosity, taking in every detail.

They reached the main hall, and Jonah paused, unsure of what to do next. 

"Where do you want to go?" he asked, his voice trembling with anticipation.

Guinevere looked around, her expression unreadable. 

"The library," she said, her tone commanding.

Jonah led Guinevere through the sprawling corridors of the manor, their footsteps echoing off the polished wooden floors. The rain outside had softened to a gentle drizzle, creating a calming rhythm that seemed to permeate the walls of the old house. He felt a mixture of anxiety and anticipation, unsure of how this new exploration would unfold. The chain between them was a constant reminder of their peculiar bond, clinking softly with each step.

When they reached the library, Jonah paused before opening the doors. He glanced at Guinevere, her expression unreadable as always. With a deep breath, he pushed the doors open, revealing the room's vast expanse. 

Shelves lined the walls from floor to ceiling, filled with books of every kind. A large window on the far side of the room allowed the soft gray light of the rainy afternoon to filter in, casting a serene glow over the space.

Guinevere stepped inside, her eyes widening slightly as she took in the sight. Jonah felt a twinge of pride, knowing that the library was one of the manor's most impressive features. He watched as she approached the shelves, her fingers trailing along the spines of the books. There was a sense of reverence in her movements, a quiet appreciation that Jonah found both surprising and endearing.

Well, the library had been Guinevere's favorite hangout spot before he chained her up.

She stopped in front of a section dedicated to autobiographies and biographies, her eyes scanning the titles. Jonah stood a few steps behind her, giving her space while still remaining close enough to comply with their handcuffed state. He watched her as she pulled out a book, examining the cover with a thoughtful expression.

The first book she chose was an autobiography of a renowned doctor, a pioneer in medical research whose innovations had saved countless lives. Jonah remembered reading it himself, fascinated by the doctor's relentless pursuit of knowledge and his unwavering dedication to his patients. He wondered what Guinevere found intriguing about it.

Next, she reached for a biography of a politician known for his controversial policies and turbulent career. The politician's life had been a series of dramatic highs and lows, marked by scandals and triumphs that had shaped the course of history. Jonah watched her as she flipped through the pages, noting the focused look in her eyes.

"Politics?" Jonah ventured, a hint of curiosity in his voice.

"Power," she corrected him, her tone matter-of-fact. 

"How it's obtained, maintained, and lost. It's all about control and influence."

Jonah felt a chill run down his spine at her words. He realized that her interest was not just academic; it was deeply personal. Power and control were themes that resonated with her, aligning perfectly with her recent behavior.

The final book she selected was a copy of "Wuthering Heights" by Emily Brontë. She held the book with a kind of tenderness, as if it were a precious artifact.

They moved to a pair of comfortable armchairs near the large window, settling in with their chosen books. Jonah watched as Guinevere immersed herself in the doctor's autobiography, her eyes scanning the pages with keen interest. 

As the afternoon wore on, they read in companionable silence, the only sounds being the rustle of pages and the soft patter of rain against the window. Jonah found himself glancing at Guinevere frequently, drawn to her in ways he didn't fully understand. She seemed more at ease here, surrounded by books and knowledge, than he had ever seen her before.

After a while, Guinevere set aside the autobiography and picked up the politician's biography. Jonah watched her, noting how her expression shifted as she delved into the life of the controversial figure. 

And at one point, the thunder flashed in the window, filling the entire library with a wide bright flash. Guinevere looked so beautiful to him at that moment that he couldn't gauge what he was doing. His book fell on the floor from his hands and his body moved on his own. 

He held face, cupping her cheeks in hands. Within a second, their lips joined.