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Chapter 7 - Fuck It.

The following day, the air between Gini and Jonah was thick with unspoken tension as they found themselves in the library. The room, usually a haven of quiet and comfort, felt stifling. Jonah, leaning against the wall of bookshelves, tried to break the silence with a few light-hearted jokes, but they barely made a dent in the awkward atmosphere. Gini sat at the large oak table, thumbing through a book without really reading it. She glanced up at him every now and then, her eyes filled with a mixture of confusion and something else she couldn't quite place. 

Jonah cleared his throat, attempting another joke, but it fell flat. Gini forced a polite smile, but her mind was elsewhere. The awkwardness was suffocating, and she couldn't stand it any longer. Standing abruptly, she announced, "I'm going to the kitchen."

Jonah looked at her, puzzled. "What for?"

"I feel like baking a cake," Gini replied, avoiding his gaze. It was a flimsy excuse, but she needed to do something—anything—to escape the uncomfortable silence and clear her mind.

Jonah raised an eyebrow, clearly unconvinced but intrigued. "A cake, huh? Any special occasion?"

Gini shrugged, trying to appear nonchalant. "Just craving something sweet, I guess."

He watched her leave, a small smile playing on his lips. There was something endearing about Gini's sudden urge to bake, and he couldn't help but feel curious about this new side of her. After a moment's hesitation, Jonah followed her to the kitchen, deciding to join in on the impromptu baking session.

As they gathered the ingredients, the awkwardness began to dissipate, replaced by a playful energy. Gini was surprised to find that Jonah, despite his seemingly pampered lifestyle, knew how to mix the batter with surprising finesse, while she measured out the flour and sugar, the two of them falling into an easy rhythm.

"So, what kind of cake are we making?" Jonah asked, stirring the chocolate mixture with a focus that made Gini smile.

"Chocolate, of course," she replied, grinning. "The universal comfort food."

"Good choice," Jonah agreed, his eyes twinkling with mischief. "But I bet I can make it better."

Gini raised an eyebrow, smirking. "Oh really? Big talk for someone who probably hasn't baked a cake in this lifetime."

Jonah chuckled, feigning offense. "I'll have you know, I'm quite the baker. Just watch."

They continued working, the tension from earlier melting away as they bantered and joked. At one point, Jonah playfully flicked some flour at Gini, which led to a brief but intense food fight, flour and cocoa powder flying everywhere. Gini squealed in mock outrage, retaliating by smearing chocolate batter on Jonah's cheek. They laughed, the kitchen a mess around them, but neither of them cared. It felt good to let loose, to have fun without overthinking.

As the cake baked in the oven, they sat on the counter, talking and licking batter off their fingers. For the first time, they opened up about their lives. Gini learned that Jonah was not just the mysterious owner of Goodwills Manor; he was also a world-famous model and the owner of a successful multinational corporation. He told her about the pressures of maintaining his image, the constant travel, and the loneliness that often accompanied his glamorous lifestyle.

Gini listened intently, genuinely fascinated. "Wow, I had no idea," she said, shaking her head in amazement. "You really are full of surprises."

Jonah smiled, smugly. "I guess I am. But what about you? Tell me more about your family."

Gini told him about her mother, who had been against her coming to Goodwills Manor, fearing it would be too overwhelming for her. Gini spoke about her late grandmother, who had always supported her, and how much she missed her. She even shared stories about her childhood, painting a picture of a girl who was curious and adventurous, yet often misunderstood.

Jonah listened, his expression softening with empathy. "You've been through a lot," he said gently. "I can see why this place might be a lot to handle."

Gini shrugged, trying to play it off. "It's not so bad. I mean, I've got you here to keep me entertained," she said with a teasing smile.

Jonah laughed, the sound light and genuine. "Yeah, well, I aim to please."

As the cake finished baking, they were greeted by the rich aroma of chocolate wafting through the kitchen. They took it out of the oven, letting it cool before cutting into it. Gini found some candles in a drawer, and they decided to have a little celebration, though neither of them knew exactly what they were celebrating. They lit the candles, singing an off-key rendition of "Happy Birthday" to no one in particular, before blowing them out and cutting into the cake.

They each took a slice, Gini eagerly taking a big bite. Her cheeks puffed out, and a bit of chocolate dripped from the corner of her mouth. Jonah burst out laughing, unable to contain himself at the sight. Gini looked at him, her cheeks still full, and narrowed her eyes in mock annoyance.

"What's so funny?" she mumbled, trying to sound indignant but failing miserably.

"You look like a chipmunk!" Jonah teased, laughing harder.

Gini rolled her eyes but couldn't help but smile, her own laughter bubbling up. "You're such a jerk," she said, swallowing her mouthful of cake.

As Jonah's laughter subsided, he noticed the bit of chocolate still on her lips. Without thinking, he reached out and wiped it away with his thumb, then licked the chocolate off his finger. It was an innocent gesture, but the sudden intimacy of it caught both of them off guard. Gini felt her face flush, the playful atmosphere giving way to something much more serious.

The room seemed to close in around them, the air thick with unspoken words. Jonah's eyes darkened, his expression intense. Gini couldn't look away, her heart pounding in her chest. She felt a pull, a magnetic force drawing her toward him, but she was too stunned to move.

Jonah stood up abruptly, breaking the spell. "I'll go get some water," he said, his voice strained. It was his usual excuse to escape situations that felt too real, too raw. He turned towards the door, his steps hurried.

But then he stopped. For a moment, he just stood there, his back to Gini, his hands clenched into fists at his sides. The room was silent, the only sound the faint ticking of the kitchen clock. Gini watched him, her breath caught in her throat, wondering what he was going to do.

Finally, Jonah turned around, his expression set with determination. 

"Fuck it," he muttered, more to himself than to her. 

In two strides, he was back in front of Gini, his hand reaching out to cup her chin. Gini's eyes widened in surprise, but she didn't pull away. She couldn't. She was rooted to the spot, her body thrumming with anticipation.

Jonah's grip on her chin was firm but gentle, his thumb brushing lightly against her jaw. He leaned in, his eyes locked on hers, and for a moment, time seemed to stand still. Gini could feel the warmth of his breath, the intensity of his gaze, and then, without another word, he closed the distance between them.

Their lips met in a kiss that was both tender and passionate. Jonah's lips were warm and soft against hers, and Gini felt a shiver run down her spine. It was like everything they had been holding back finally broke free, all the tension, all the unspoken words, pouring into that kiss. Jonah's hand slid from her chin to the back of her neck, pulling her closer as he deepened the kiss. Gini responded instinctively, her hands coming up to rest on his chest, feeling the rapid beat of his heart beneath her palms.

Jonah's tongue traced the seam of her lips, seeking entry, and Gini opened her mouth to him, allowing him in. The kiss grew more intense, more urgent, as their tongues tangled in a dance of desire. Gini felt like she was drowning in him, in the taste of him, in the feel of his hands on her skin. It was overwhelming, intoxicating, and she never wanted it to end.

But eventually, they had to come up for air. Jonah pulled back slightly, his breathing heavy, his forehead resting against hers. Gini's eyes fluttered open, meeting his gaze. There was a look in his eyes that she had never seen before, a mix of hunger and tenderness that made her heart ache.

They sat there for a moment, just holding each other, the reality of what had just happened sinking in. Gini felt a rush of emotions—joy, fear, excitement, confusion—all swirling together. She didn't know what this meant, where they would go from here, but in that moment, none of it mattered. All that mattered was Jonah, and the way he made her feel.

Jonah gently cupped her face in his hands, his thumbs brushing away the tears she hadn't even realized were there. "Guinevere Ray," he whispered, his voice hoarse with emotion. "You taste like chocolate."

Gini giggled, feeling giddy. "Yeah," she agreed, her cheeks flushed. "Chocolate."

They both laughed then, the tension between them finally breaking. It felt like a weight had been lifted, like they could finally breathe again. Jonah pulled Gini into his arms, hugging her tightly. 

They stayed like that for a while. When they finally pulled apart, Jonah looked at her with a mischievous glint in his eyes.

"So," he said, grinning. "I made the better cake."

Gini blushed and winced.

"I'm not cake."