"Are you sure you want this, princess?" Koo asked as he looked at his boyfriend who was lying on the bed like a Victorian-era prince. He looked so beautiful and innocent, it was almost driving Koo nuts. Of the things that Koo had expected when he had met his boyfriend, this hadn't been part of it. It was almost like an impossible dream, one that he wouldn't fail to wake up from because if he did, he would burst the bubble and he would be left with his boner that was threatening to tear through his pants. Oh, he was hopeless.
Frankly, Koo had seen his boyfriend naked a total of seven times in the past three years even though they shared a bed and did everything together. Koo was starved for a lot of things by his boyfriend, but he never once complained because he was a man in love, and if his princess didn't want to do anything, he wouldn't force him. That was how he made him feel safe in the relationship. Oh, how love had turned the playboy into a sheep who was controlled. But he wasn't even complaining about it.
"Please… I'm shy," the pretty boy on Koo's bed said and Koo wasn't even shocked. His baby was so shy that it was almost agonizing to watch. He was so innocent it was pissing off Koo on most days, but right now, he wasn't sure if he was mad at the pretty boy on his bed for being so simple or if he just wanted to have a taste.
"Oh baby… it's just me. I won't hurt you, you know that, right?" Koo reassured as he walked gently toward the bed, careful not to make his boyfriend uncomfortable. He was so delicate that most of the time, Koo was worried about breaking him. It was a horror that had kept the man awake more times than he had been kissed by his boyfriend.
"I know… it was the last time… it hurt and I didn't like it," the pretty boy said and it took everything in Koo not to growl in dissatisfaction. He could already smell the rejection coming and he was about to lose his mind. All he wanted was to sink deep into his boyfriend's cunt that was calling out to him so badly. He wanted to have a taste and he was desperate for it.
Maybe it was because he was an alpha and his boyfriend was just a human who didn't have the slightest clue that werewolves existed or that he had managed to bag the alpha who was desired by many in the other world. But even that did not seem like an issue for Koo because the pretty boy's innocence was all he needed to lay a claim on him. Of course, the few times they had fucked, he had been careful and not one to put his needs first. He had always focused on his mate's needs and even right now, as he was fighting this wolf for self-control, Koo knew he couldn't scare the pretty boy away.
He just couldn't.
"I'm so sorry, princess. I didn't mean to hurt you," Koo said earnestly as he got on the bed, knowing so well that he wasn't going to be able to fuck his boyfriend tonight. He wanted to whine about it, but he also couldn't make his mate feel terrible about the state of their relationship. One thing that Koo knew was that eventually his control would snap and he would fuck his mate senseless for as long as he wanted to. He would mold that pretty pussy to the size of his dick and his mate wouldn't be able to walk for months and months. That was a silent promise Koo had made to himself.
"C'mere," Koo said as he lay on the end, pulling his princess into his arms, ignoring the tension in his pants. He wanted a release. He needed it so badly, but he would get it later once his mate was asleep. Maybe it was a good thing that his mate didn't know how much he was affecting Koo or even the way that shit was making Koo lose his shit on a daily basis. Jhe would just get off as usual once his mate was asleep, but fuck everything that had gotten them to this point.
"But I want you to… I know you're hurting, Koo," his princess said and Koo whined softly.
"I'll be alright, my love. Don't worry about me, alright? Your needs will always come first to me and I don't want to see you hurt again. I can't live with that, Jiminie. I wouldn't be able to bear it if I was the reason why you got hurt," Koo said as he kissed his boyfriend's forehead and then cheeks, before capturing his lips in a fierce kiss. It was an urgent kiss, one that got Koo growling countless times, but Jiminie didn't complain. He had heard the growls more than he ever thought possible and eh just assumed that Koo loved growing. Besides each time he heard Koo growl, his tummy did an excited flip.
"You're not listening to me, Koo. I want you… inside," Jiminie said once they pulled back and Koo choked on air. He couldn't even remember the last time he had fucked this pretty boy and now the princess was here talking about some inside when Koo had been yearning for that consent for the longest time. Or maybe it was because the princess was pressured? Damn that thought.
"Baby…"
"It won't hurt as much. I read on the internet that the more we do IT, the more we will get used to it. It always tingles though, but that is alright. Please," Jiminie said and Koo knew this was going to be a long night. He had planned on having blue balls tonight, but if this was just some sort of a game for Jimin, he would be screwed. He didn't want to even think of that right now, but boy was it so tempting for him. Maybe he just needed to embrace his truth, right? Maybe this wasn't going to be as bad as he had imagined, right?
"Oh, Jiminie," Koo said softly, his eyes tender as he looked at the boy on his bed. He didn't want to force Jiminie, but even he could smell the arousal from Jiminie. It was calling onto him and he didn't even have the strength to say no to that. Of course, he could have said yes instantly, but he didn't want Jiminie to think he was an animal in bed who just tore through him and ravished every bit of him.
"I want this, Koo. I want to feel you again. I want you to… to fill me up… I know I'm not experienced, but I can try and fit your needs too, Koo," Jiminie said and Koo held back a snicker. If only Jiminie knew what his words were doing to the alpha male on his bed. This was easily the greatest test of self-control for Koo and he hoped that this wasn't just some damned drama because he would forever curse the goddess and all that the woman held dear.
"It's okay, Jiminie. You don't have to… but if you insist, I'll just have a taste," Koo said and Jiminie flinched. It was something that Koo had seen the first time, and he wasn't sure what was the reason for it, though it worried him.
"I… no. I mean, just put it in," Jiminie said and Koo stared in shock as his mate pulled his pajamas down and lay bare for Koo. It is almost like that was the only thing he could do and Koo was frustrated. He had never given it a lot of thought, maybe because most of the time that they had fucked, it had always been quickies. Jiminie had always been reserved and Koo had respected that. But right now, he was worried.
"Baby… is there anything I need to know? Did someone hurt you?" Koo asked earnestly.