Those two man both died after giving him the broken key same thing going to happen to him then is there any reason for him trying to stay alive so desperately, if his going to die after just few days.
My parents and siblings might feel sad and empty because of my death but after few months or years their sadness will disappear and so is the emptiness that left behind inside their life because of my existence disappearing from this world.
Human can't stay empty they will one or another sure going to find something to fill up the hole called emptiness from their life and will try to find peace.
But have I found something that might able to fill the emptiness deep inside my heart and soul?
Or I'm just going die as empty husk of vassle that live without any dream or goal, do I have any destiny or great cause that I must fight for....mmmm probably not.
Since I was young most of the time I always been alone no-one was around my age to play with me.
So, all I had was just few little toys in my hand and the stories that I made to tell them maybe that was the start of everything.
Eachday everyday coming home from school just play by myself in room giving them name acting as if they're real.
I was damn stupid....nah I'm still damn stupid.
Everyone used to say they forgot about their dreams and nightmare after they wake up in morning and can't recall what they saw in their dreams and nightmares.
While I can still remember everything as clear as I first saw them with every scene with words with every thoughts I had while seeing them.
Maybe be I'm unique or I'm just delusional whatever other say both seems same to me now.
Calling oneself unique from other believing they stand out from crowd of people they deem unworthy infront their existence or they might consider them as normal but still not like them or they just think everyone is good and better at everything and they're the only looser and unwanted person left in room full of people they might even consider themselves as only lonely and empty person in the whole world.
All three of them share one single thought no-one will be able to understand them no matter how hard they try to express themselves, everyone will just think they're just that guy or that girl.
Not be able to see the beauty they have inside as individual human being, their soul would tainted with their words and thoughts.
They would wish only if one person able to see them as who they really are instead of just labeling them as same as him or same as her.
Walking on a path to endless emptiness with their own thoughts and tainted soul calling out their name that only belongs to them for one last time and disappearing for forever inside everlasting emptiness and become part of the emptiness.
Only that way they will find themselves as being who once walked on path to emptiness.
"Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhh."
Noah jolted awake from his thoughts from strong kick on his mouth, Noah screamed out loudly from pain.
Noah screaming sound become bit hoarse his throat start to hurt, he can feel his blood on his throat, Noah can taste iron like taste of blood on his tongue and throat.
The more he screamed the more painful he felt, Noah lips start to bleed his lips hit his teeth when James hit on his mouth.
Noahc can feel small sand or aggregate particles inside his mouth that probably might have come from James shooes.
Noah teeth turned red from his blood, Noah cough out some blood from his mouth, he spit on the ground the small particles he felt inside his mouth, he still feeling them on his tongue and teeth.
"What the fuck is wrong with you?"
"What the fuck is wrong with you?"
"What the fuck!"
"Why"
"Why"
"Why"
"Why"
"Whyyyy"
"Why can't you just let me disappear in emptiness?"
"Why can't you just let me disappear in eternal solitude?"
"I already accepted my fate, just let me die here."
"I just want to disappear and die."
Noah start to cry out loudly with without holding back all this years of pain and loneliness he felt all the hardships he gone through.
He let them all out in form of tears falling from his eyes and screaming out loudly let out all the pain.
"Stop being pussy."
"Huhhh"
"I said, you should stop being pussy and help me out."
"If you want to die then die, I don't care but before that help me out to get out of here first."
"The fuck you are looking at what was your name again noeman or some shit."
"Noah my name is Noah."
"Good Noah be rational and help me get this knot out of my hand."
"No"
"Are you crazy, don't you have single digit of brain cell in your damn brain."
"Noah before you were being pussy but now you are acting straight up cunt."
"No, I'm not cunt."
"No, shit Sherlock. That would be the first thing any cunt would say."
"If you help me get this knot untied from my hand I will help you to bro."
"I don't believe, you are just going to leave me to die here." Noah couldn't trust this young man words.
"Listen up blondie, I'm kinda running out of patience here and I'm not your damn psychiatrist who's getting paid to listen, why you are whining like little bitch."
"What happened to you, how you going through in your life, how you ended up here, what you were doing before I don't have time for asking you all this questions nor I want to know that."
"Look blondie I don't have much time before this people come back again and we won't be able to escape from this place."
"You see there's no-one outside now this is perfect opportunity to escape from here."
"Why you are so desperate to escape from here, when one day you are going to die anyway." Noah asked James he really wants to know why James have such big desire to live.
James seems to be type of person who's willing to do anything to stay alive in any given situation no matter how hopeless situation might seem he will find a way to stay alive or come on trying to find way till he dies but he won't give up till the end.
James was taken aback by Noah questions, he got so shocked that he moved his head backwards and squeeze his eyes small to look at Noah face.
James move his head forward and backward, left and right and keep staring at him, that's how speechless he felt from Noah question.
He couldn't understand what's going through he's brain or the last one digit brain cell he had also got rot in his head.
James gave serious judgmental look to Noah, "Does the last single digit brain cell you have in your mind also got short circuit?"
"Huhhh?"
"What's that?" Noah was genuinely confuse this type he didn't understand what James is trying to say.
"Ohh, no no no.....No... Carllll....no no."
James move back and forth inside the container as he was taking damage from
Noah psychic attack on his brain and intelligence.
If James hands were not tied by rope behind his back, he would have hold his head right now for meeting such person in his life.
"Noah in my life I only met one retarded person." James look at the Noah who's standing on the opposite wall from him.
"Yes." Noah listen to what James is saying and trying to understand why he thinks that way.
"That's you." James look at Noah with pity I his eyes.
"Me? What?" Noah was confused again.
"You damn RETARD." James screamed loudly and come charging at Noah.
James hit the Noah on wall with his body and raised his strong leg knee and hit him on the stomach.
Getting hit on his stomach was really painful, Noah couldn't defend himself as his hand were tied behind his back by rope.
Noah body bent after getting hit on his stomach, James used his head to keep Noah head lower then him and keep hitting him on his stomach with his knee.
Noah screamed out in pain as keep getting hit by James is painful.
Blood start to come out of Noah mouth, Noah start to cough and his blood would drop on the container floor.
"You beast." Noah look James with pain and angry expression.
"You are wild feral human being without in civilization in too him."
James look at Noah with disdain in his eyes, "is that so?"
"So be it, I'm wild man but atleast I'm not fucking damn retarded cunt like you Noah."