After not seeing her all this while I grew anxious. I thought something bad might have happened. Which is exactly what led me here .
After I had just told her that I wanted her to be my sub she had this look of innocence in her face. She only had pure emotions. Which scared the hell out of me . She was just a kid. How was she even able to just look at me without being scared?
"You know that's weird right?",she finally opened her mouth. She took a bite of a cake and looked at me again.
" I don't know ,you tell me.",I replied . Actually I knew this was weird but it has come up to that point where I could not lie. I wanted her. No. I needed her.
"It is"she took a piece of cake to her mouth again and continued, " ..first you're old and intimidating. Second, you're my teacher. Third , I'm not into that stuff. Fourth, you're just weird with a straight face saying gross things like this. Fifth, you know you should start by asking me out on a date and get to know me before you drag me to the corner of the bed."
She said all of this counting with her fingers while looking like it was part of a business deal. The seriousness in her face made me realise I chose the one. She was perfect . The composure, the maturity ,and the delicateness what more could I possibly ask from god.
"Miss Kingsley, you're EXTRAORDINARY" I said unconsciously.
"Ehhh?"She looked dumbfounded.
"You seem like you have put a lot of thought into this the past weekend. You look composed ."
"If only you knew ",she said scoffing. I could see the lack of enthusiasm and energy in that like as she left the table to the windows she slowly closed the curtains that I had opened earlier.
"Miss Kingsley ,is there something I should know that happened this weekend?", I asked, truly concerned. I knew it was rare for her to answer truthfully but I felt I should.
"Actually I'll tell you the truth. I hate you ,but what can I say, I express my anger, you spank me, I tell you out ,you barge in …jhee",with that I saw tears streaming down her face. It made me realize I have failed. She is supposed to be the happiest woman on earth. What I wanted was not her hating me and being saddened by me.
I silently walked up to and held her . She did not fight me. Instead she evaded my gaze as she bashed her head on my chest. That felt wonderful. It felt like heaven having her body on me even if it was just for a minute before she pulled away .
"You know what? This old man is gonna make you fall head over hills in love with him", I said caressing her wet cheeks. I heard a soft small laugh from it sounded so good. It was the first time I ever heard her chuckle . That's what I wanted to hear. Not how much she hated me.
"Why are you laughing at me?"I asked, a little confused.
" That's weird as f…never say it again ",she said as she looked at me while still laughing.
"What do people your age say then?" I asked if I knew I was old but I didn't think that idioms and proverbs changed too.
"I don't know , but that sounds soo Shakespeare",she said
We were not even further in this conversation but she was already making jokes about me.