Anthony Caruso
It had been a long day of fun for me and Cassandra. It was evening now, the time for me to face my demons head on, which was meeting my mom and hearing what she had to say. I've always thought and imagined how my life could have turned out, if I was with my mom. Would she had love me wholeheartedly? I wondered if she ever loved me enough to stay? I wondered if what my dad said about her being weak was ever right? I wondered what it felt like to receive a mother's love. A lot of thoughts were running through my mind. I hoped and prayed that my father was wrong, because if he was right all along and she admits to it, I would only break even more.
It's going to be alright! No matter what she says, no matter what, it's going to be alright. I mentally impelled myself over and over again.
I sat silently in my thoughts in the moving vehicle, Cassandra by my side and Kevin driving.
