ADRIANA
if you would ask me months ago that say you trust a guy I would never, cause I think that guys are bitches. I grew up hearing cases about young girls murders and rape which made me a choosy person for finding me a soulmate, though I was not a fan of boys I always believed in soulmate, coming to a point maybe I was credulous.
But now some days ago I just said those words out loud to Nigel, that I trust him, giving a second thought do I actually?, yes. answer is yes I trusted him there was a reason to I expected him to laugh on my phobia which was my weak point but he didn't acted like a jerk one bit.
Nyctophobia only the people who have it knows what this small word contains, people can laugh on this or they think it's not that much of a big deal but the memories the sensation the present moment feeling like you're stuck in a vast expanse of darkness which leads nowhere surrounded by memories you never want to relive or even want a hint of them coming just so close to you suffocating you, and you got no lead no light no one to be there for you.
That night was the same but for less while, and I was thankful to Nigel he helped me, and for a proper thanks I decided to cheer for him to his football match.
I walked in the local football pitch and took my seat next to anya, she was my second new friend I made ever since I came here, she gave a model, long dead straight hairs which she always ties up in a high ponytail, almond nails and her signature outfit straight across crop tops with mini skirts and bomber sometimes trucker jackets, a brunette. But a jaw dropping fact about her was her dad which was a mobster. Scary right? . Yep the whole school treat her like she's some mobster herself but she's the opposite of what her dad is. She live here alone apart from her family in Italy in a modest way she can to ignore the people around her which was quite difficult as she was the offspring of the famous mafia crime gambino family.
"Who you cheering for Addie?, I'm gonna cheer for Nigel lev's a bitch". Again a negative for lev, I don't get what's wrong with him, cause for me it's nothing for the most part.
"Me too, I'm cheering for Nigel he's my friend but why you cheering for him?". Anya was pretty but not one of Nigel's girlfriends maybe she was hard to pull or, aha, Nigel's a scaredy cat, too scared to pull a mobster daughter, afraid of a bullet passing through his temple every time anya gets hurt. Haha. But I wonder if she was also interested in him.
"See I'm not a fan of both personally neither they're my friends but you know what Nigel actually play nice I was impressed by the last time he was on the verge of loosing cause of his injury which was quite serious I heard but man he won the game, so this was one reason, second I don't like lev he's a cheater periodt". My lips took a O shape as I paid attention to the starting game, but my mind revised anya's words
"He was on the verge of loosing cause of his injury"
"Which was quite serious I heard".
What would've happened what injury?. My thoughts interrupted by Delilah apologising.
"Sorry late to game because of dahlia she's not coming you know…Nigel". She took a seat beside me. I felt like betraying dahlia by supporting Nigel but the fact he was actually a nice guy kept me in my place, dahlia was too gullible she should've just kicked his face if I would've been in her place Nigel would be playing the game from heavens or on a dead bed, but dahlia could never do that she was the one to hide her pain under her optimistic smile, which made us think she ain't thinking about the jerks who ever broke her heart.
She even burned her tattoo of his name she easily moves on from things but kept them somewhere in her like her old ex who posted her nudes I don't know the full story exactly that happened. it was Delilah who hacked up in the college network and deleted everything, dahlia told me she locked herself in her room for a week after this happened.
I hope I didn't broke the girl code, I was too serious with that I could never date my friend ex but her ex was my friend first. Dahlia didn't had some serious issue with me being friends with Nigel she wasn't the one to drag people into her mess, she's good with her situation.
"Yea I knew she won't come, but you're fine with the time the game has just started".
I cheered for Nigel as he was playing so confidently great, lev wasn't bad but Nigel won the game after too much of hardwork, I've seen him practicing day night to win the match he was so consistent on winning every challenge he was put up for.
He jumped and shouted as he took off his jersey, I got the ick, the girls screamed, well okay he's fine but I never liked drooling for boys like these girls. I again saw the action the reason for the girls screaming and I saw him smiling so brightly towards me which caused me to smile uncontrollably my smile soon Turning into laugh as he kept smiling and jumping with his team eyes locked with mine. He's cute.
He then ran towards me I guess I never received this much attention from anywhere which I was getting from the girls there I heard mumbling and whispering while some audacious girls shouting .woah.
"Impressed?". He panted sweat all over off his face and body, But he still looked fantastically gorgeous.
"Too ahead of yourself huh?"
"I should be for having such a talent and nice physique". He eyes his naked body.
"Congratulations that was impressive, I like it". I not totally meant the game his body was absolutely muscled in a way it looked hot.
"You like what? my body or the game". I had to bit back the urge to say both I couldn't not when everything was being recorded though i didn't cared but girls there were recording everything we did and said.
"Idiot the game, stop with your nonsense and change otherwise you'll stink". I pushed his arm . He didn't stinked even after playing that much he smelled like himself his own body smell , which was soothing.
"I don't stink honey". He ran down the seats winking of the shouting girls making their shouts turning into screams once again. Weird.