Glass child?

I didn't always use to the overlooked/glass child until gr4 when everything stared going downhill, so let me start from the beginning. I was your typical smart student who always helps the teacher so I guess u could say a teachers pet except I didn't kiss her ass and snitch or ask for homework UK? So anyways I use to work my ass of to get good grades, to be in the top 10, I always had 1 goal "MAKE MY PARENTS PROUD" even though at times it was hard. So it was a Friday if remembered correctly when my class teacher asked me to delver the top 3 list who would get gift bags and awards which I helped with(I'm a perfectionist so awards are really important to me) , so as I was walking to delever it I accidentally dropped it and saw the names on I won't say the actual names but I'll use fake one's Amy, jack and James my heart nearly fell out my ass, I felt tears running down my face but quickly whipping it so Noone would know, my whole day was spoiled, so fast farward I went home and....