Xiaotian lay in bed waiting for Li Fugui, well aware that once she left with Guo Feng, she might never be able to come back—she would have to leave the young master forever.
She couldn't be a burden to the young master; she could only depart. Perhaps by following Guo Feng she would still have the opportunity to help the young master.
The thought of having to leave the young master, possibly never to be together with him again in this lifetime, caused her heart immense pain. So painful that she couldn't stop crying during her bath earlier. She had decided: she wanted to give her very best, her everything, to the young master.
Lying in bed, she turned her back to the young master, not daring to look at him. After waiting for a while, she saw no movement from the young master, nor heard his voice.
Could it be that the young master despised her now? Could her behavior have led him to think she was not a good woman?
