She has never been in such a good state as she is now, as long as she keeps this up and works hard. Platinum records, Queen of Heaven... these are no longer just dreams.
Perhaps there is only one chance in life, the opportunity to reach the peak of the industry.
She doesn't want to and can't give up, it's no longer just her dream at this point. Precisely because of this, she feels increasingly uneasy about Xu Qingyan.
Worried that due to being busy with work, she will gradually drift apart from Xu Qingyan.
Maybe after a while when work isn't so busy, she might find that they have nothing to talk about. That would be the most terrifying thing, just thinking about it makes her feel suffocated.
Work is indeed a very dull and tedious thing that takes time and effort. Every day she tries to share some of her daily life in different ways to make herself seem less boring.
