Xu Qingyan and Pei Muchan had spent nearly two months together, experiencing both the mundane intricacies of daily life and moments of heartfelt communication. He felt that he had come to understand her somewhat.
She seemed more like someone whose inner self was being oppressed step by step by public opinion. She wanted to prove herself but ended up trapped in endless internal consumption, until she finally gave up struggling and chose to leave the industry.
If it were anyone else, they might find it difficult to cope.
However, Pei Muchan very rationally gave herself a year, even though she almost always stayed at home and did not go out. She waited until after the year to confirm the outcome.
She was harsh with herself, not even taking sleeping pills when she suffered from insomnia, instead treating it as a process of tempering her will.
