I opened my eyes to see myself in the bed of Anna. Who was in my embrace.
I looked down at her smiling face. I've never seen her smile…
Feelings of guilt overwhelmed me… I just made love to Anna all night… What's wrong with me…
Anna eyes fluttered. She looked up at me and a sweet smile formed on her face.
"Good morning, young master." Anna coldly spoke. Her smile betraying her tone.
I just pursed my lips. And I avoided her eyes.
"What's wrong, young master?" Anna worriedly spoke.
"I… I forced myself on you… Anna… Please… Forgive me…" I couldn't look at her. My heart clenched in my chest. I'm worthless scum…
Anna stood frozen. The man who took her virginity is pitiful. Pleading for forgiveness for making love to her. For making her life whole. For showing her that her life had meaning now. That she can serve her lord even if she had this body that resembled a prepubescent girl.
"Am I… That ugly to you? Am I that hideous? You cant even look at me! Answer me! You cowardly man! You took my chastity. And now you're trying to throw me away! Answer me! You pitiful excuse of a man! Acting all high and mighty last night. Dominating my heart, Body and soul! Was that all an act? Are you not going to take responsibility for what you've done to me? Jason! Look. At. Me! " Anna was on her knees. Tears streaming down her face. Signs of kisses and hickeys all over her Body.
" No! You're mine now! I will not throw you away! I will take care of you and cherish you forever! You're my woman now! I want to make this right by you. Its just… I don't know what happened to me last night. I didn't even ask if you're okay with this. I used my status given to me by the mistress as the young master to force you. That's Why… "
" Nonsense! If I wanted to I could've stopped you. I have a talisman given to me by the mistress. Breaking it will alert one of her guards to protect me. But I didn't. I didn't want to do that. I wanted to see this through. To feel loved…to feel cherished… To feel cared for… Don't take this away from me young master… Please… Keep embracing me… I beg of you… " Anna's pleading eyes on me broke all of my hesitation. I hugged her lithe body tightly. She shivered in my embrace. She began crying loudly.
" I will make it up to you Anna. I promise That I will." I remember last night clearly. I felt a sudden urge. An attraction… Something within me wanted to make Anna mine. Something… Instinctual… Primal.
But now… I don't regret it. Anna is mine now. Ill cherish her. Even if I don't really love her. Love can bloom. Many stories of preordained marriages ended in love. I can make it work for her… I cant let her be alone anymore…
But there is still guilt within me. Me and Anna were never close. She kept to herself most of the time. Only speaking when spoken to. I didn't mind it. Its just her personality. Which was a façade to hide her loneliness. I didn't notice it…
The door opened. Yuki entered with a smirk on her face. "Well, Well, Well~. You're insatiable darling~! You didn't even leave Anna alone. Good. Anna deserves happiness." Yuki smiled happily.
Anna glanced at Yuki for a moment. Then she buried her head in my chest. Cute…
"Oh well. I guess ill make breakfast today. Take your time. Lovebirds~." Yuki exited to make her way to the Kitchen. I didn't know she could cook.
"I need to get up. I cant let mistress Yuki stain her hands." Anna said coldly. She was about to get up, but I stopped her.
"No. Stay with me. Yuki can cook for once. Lets take a shower." I carried Anna in a princess carry. Anna looked up at me with a faint blush. She said nothing as I entered her bathroom.
We were both naked. I sat her in a stool and began cleaning her. Her hair was messy. My marks of last night were still visible on her. Even a bite mark on her neck from me. I started healing her bit by bit While cleaning. I looked down to see her swollen nether region. I chided myself for the suffering I inflicted on her. And started healing her there as well. Thankfully, Anna didn't notice…
I finished cleaning her, then went to shower as well. Anna stood up and neared me. "Let me help you. Young master."
"You don't have to…" Anna ignored me. Using soap to clean me thoroughly. I let her be…
We finished and went outside. I summoned some clothing for myself. Anna went to her closet. There were maid clothes. Only, maid clothes.
No. She Is a servant no longer!
I summoned a light blue robe for her. "Anna. Wear this." I bought several dresses and robes for everyone in the villa. Even Anna.
"This is too… Precious for someone like me… Mistress Nisha will suit her better." Anna dismissed me.
"I bought this specifically for you. I have many others. Nisha has her own collection. For now, wear this." I looked at Anna sternly. Anna took it from me and began dressing. Even her underwear is plain and simple…
Ill bring her to a lingerie store later.
We got out from her room, hand in hand. We reached the dining room to find Yuki, Eleanor and Zinnia seated. They left a seat in the middle for me. Yuki on my right and Eleanor on my left. Both smirking at me knowingly. Zinnia sat next to Eleanor. Drooling While gazing at the sumptuous feast Yuki prepared.
I took my seat. While Anna stood behind me. Like she always did. It irked me.
"Anna. Sit down. Eat with us." I looked to Anna. Her cold expression that I started to love was still on her pretty face.
"Ill eat later, young master. You should start." Anna said.
"Sit on my lap." I ordered.
Anna wordlessly sat on my lap. She blushed faintly. Furrowing her brows. I took a bite from the pancake. Surprisingly delicious. Good going Yuki!
"Say ahh." I started to feed her. Anna just went with it. Chewing slowly.
"How's Yuki's cooking? Delicious right?" I smiled at Anna. She just nodded. I looked around to see Zinnia gorging herself. Not caring at all. Yuki was pouting cutely. Wanting me to spoil her as well. Eleanor was just eating with a smile. I felt happy in my heart.
She didn't even ask about Zinnia...
She must be in her own world, thinking.
" You should eat as well. "Anna started feeding me. I accepted her gesture gladly.