27th June 2015
The transformation of my spirit body three days ago has indeed affected my physical body.
My body has become far more physically capable than it was before. I can run faster and farther than I was previously capable of, lift more than usual, and my senses have dramatically increased.
I'm now able to see objects dozens of meters away much more clearly than before, and everything around me has become so incredibly loud that I can't sleep at night. I can barely toss and turn because simply moving my quilt sounds as loud as scraping chalk on a blackboard.
The most dramatic change, however, is a strange yet instinctual awareness that has emerged within my mind.
Whenever I question the odds of something happening, I strangely receive a response from deep within my psyche. I experimented with this using a coin.
Before flipping the coin, the answers I received were always 50/50. However, after I flipped it, the odds for a specific side would show either 100% or 0%.
The question of accuracy is moot for now, as this ability has never given an incorrect response. I further experimented with dice, and the same result occurred. After the dice were rolled, a single side showed 100%, while the others showed 0%.
This proves that this ability has a certain level of precognition. Essentially, once an action is initiated, this ability can determine the outcome.
Experimenting further with more complex tasks, I realized there are limits to this ability. The more variables involved, the less certain the ability becomes, and the more complicated the request, the higher the chance of failure.
I tested this by asking random and outlandish questions such as, "What are the chances of Celebrity X riding a Pegasus within the next decade?" or "How likely is it for the sky to rain blood within a month?"
Naturally, the response I received was "error." I believe even my psyche was becoming fed up with my ridiculous questioning.
The strange thing is the response I received to another question:
"What are the chances that my neighbor from room 1204 will kill someone if I request it for $50,000?"
"87%."
I was slightly shocked by this answer, as the neighbor I was referring to is a kind old man who retired years ago. Was he a retired assassin or something?
Regardless, after hours of contemplation, I finally devised a valid way to use this ability to benefit me the most: using it to aid in the creation of my very own rituals. With this ability, I can assess the chances of a ritual failing or succeeding.
Additionally, I've come up with an idea to observe the Spirit Connectivity Ritual from the physical world. The plan is to have someone else perform the ritual while I watch. However, I need more time for planning, as I can't teach the ritual to anyone I know personally.
Currently, my idea is to find someone like me—someone obsessed with the occult—and approach them online through multiple fake accounts. I would guide them to borrow a book from their local library, then go to that library and insert a slip of paper containing the Spirit Connectivity Ritual (with minor changes that would allow me to observe what they're doing from a distance).
This plan isn't foolproof, as there's always the chance my target might photocopy the page and upload it online. To mitigate uncertainties, I plan to use my ability to ensure nothing goes wrong.
For now, I have no way to turn this idea into reality.
In any case, I believe it's time for me to return to the Spirit World once again.
I have a few speculations regarding how my spirit body might grow as a result of this transformation.
First, if my theory about my time in the Spirit World increasing with each entry is correct, there's a good chance I'll be able to remain for around 50 minutes. It's just an assumption at this point, as there's an equally high chance the time I remain is completely random.
Wait, chance? I almost forgot—I can use my new ability to confirm this speculation.
"What are the chances that I'll be able to remain in the Spirit World…"
At the mere mention of the Spirit World, I felt a splitting headache as intense as the one I experienced during the transformation. My heart pounded harder than ever before, leaving me with nothing but a sense of overwhelming fear. It seems my ability cannot be used in relation to the Spirit World. What just happened must have been a consequence of attempting to do so.
I need to be more careful using this ability. If questioning the Spirit World causes such a reaction, what might happen if I question other mystiques? I assume nothing would occur with those at my level, but what about those beyond?
Another thing I've noticed is that my camera can no longer capture any part of my body. It's as if my body has an active blur mechanism preventing any recording of me.
If this effect is present in all mystiques, I may have discovered a valid method to identify them. This could give me the advantage I need to further my study of mysticism. However, it also means others who have discovered this effect may already be using it against me.
For this reason, I must figure out a way to actively control this effect, if possible. Until then, I will remain inside my condo to limit my exposure and minimize my presence on security cameras or other recording devices.
Because of this, I won't be able to perform the ritual again for a long while.