Song Zhen was shocked stiff!
He...
Had a child with Gu Xinzhou?
After a moment of stunning shock, he reacted even sooner than Dr. Li!
He grabbed Dr. Li's arm abruptly, his expression unusually agitated!
Dr. Li was also shocked stiff!
He had originally thought that Gu Xinzhou only had the shadows of childhood, whether it was the lack of maternal love or the past abuse. Once he had understood the situation, he could have completed all her psychological counseling in a week, allowing her to completely break free from the dark cloud in her heart!
But...
This little woman actually suffered the pain of losing a child?
Dr. Li, looking at the equally shocked expression on Song Zhen's face, steadied his emotions and opened his phone.
Music flowed from the phone, tunes that seemed to both soothe and draw in the human heart.
Dr. Li slowly approached, whispering inducements, "How did you find out you were pregnant?"
Gu Xinzhou: "I went to Italy, and my period didn't come as expected, so I knew I might be pregnant.
I bought a pregnancy test and tried it.
I also quietly went to a private hospital for a prenatal checkup.
I know the road of a single mother is tough, but this is a little life, after all. If my mother had resolutely abandoned me back then, I wouldn't exist in this world.
I might not be able to give my child the wealthiest life, but I can definitely give him all my love.
I have the responsibility to bring him into this world..."
Dr. Li asked again, "How old was the child when the accident happened?"
"Wuu~"
Gu Xinzhou's emotions stirred up once more...
Song Zhen stood rooted to the spot, his legs as if weighed down by lead!
He stared at the little woman on the bed, wanting nothing more than to hold her in his arms immediately, to grab her hand, to take a knife and stab his own heart over and over!
He deserved to die!
He really, really deserved to die!
Unable to bear letting Dr. Li keep questioning, yet Song Zhen was desperate to know all her secrets!
Gu Xinzhou sobbed, "It was nine months, almost due for delivery. I was knocked to the ground, and the ground was covered in blood, all my blood. I passed out, knowing nothing. When I awoke, the doctor said my baby had already died... my baby had already died… wuu~ ah wuu~"
This pain had always been a wound deep in Gu Xinzhou's heart!
Compared to the abuse she suffered as a child, this pain was a thousand times, a hundred thousand times more intense, something she could never let go of!
This time, Dr. Li was relatively sensible.
He changed the incense, changed the music, and guided Gu Xinzhou into sleep: "You are very sleepy, very sleepy~ What happened in the past has passed, you won't think about it anymore, not anymore. You're tired, so tired, you need to sleep now..."
Gu Xinzhou quickly fell asleep.
Dr. Li was about to leave.
But then he saw Song Zhen walk step by step to the bedside and, with a thump, kneel before Gu Xinzhou!
Dr. Li wanted to say something but ultimately said nothing and silently left.
Song Zhen knelt by the bed, carefully took Gu Xinzhou's hand, bowed his noble head and began to cry low and hard.
He was guilty!
He really was guilty!
During these five years, he had thought of her day and night!
He even despised himself for how easily his heart had changed, how he had pursued his sister but always dreamt of being intimate with his younger sister.
At that time, both she and Gu Xinfei had left China, yet he really hadn't thought much about Gu Xinfei.
He only thought about going to Italy more, which he indeed did.
Several times, he lingered at the gate of her school, ultimately leaving quietly!
He could have been there sooner, but he wasn't!
How despicable he was!