Thinking of how much he loved his ex-wife Chu Yajie, Ou Lan actually felt a little loss in her heart, which baffled her immensely.
What did she have to feel disappointed about?
They were a married couple, childhood sweethearts, wartime comrades, and even had a beautiful, lovely child together.
She was merely the result of his lack of other options and, moreover, she didn't love him.
So, this wasn't really disappointment, but self-reproach.
She shouldn't have taken it upon herself to dispose of any of his belongings. Those were tokens of his love; how could she throw them away? She had truly made a mistake she shouldn't have.
Besides, she made another big mistake, that was, how could she crave his tenderness tonight? Like they say, it was all the moon's fault.
Their paths should have been different in terms of romance.
He had his ex-wife, his White Moonlight; she had the handsome man of her dreams.