"My efforts were wasted in an instant, but where should I direct this anger?
Sigh... I've made up my mind.
All that's left is to do it.
Just do it... Just... do it... I... I don't want to do it!
But it's been months, right? There's no way I can keep going.
Am I trying to speedrun breaking my mind?
No, that doesn't make sense... It's not like this is a real-time attack.
But maybe it is a real-time attack in the opposite sense, meaning it's a slow one.
Hmm, if I had to compare, it's like trying to run a sprint in the time it takes to run a nonstop world marathon.
It's that bad for my mental state.
I don't want to do itttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt!
Sigh... But I have no choice.
I want to run away so badly.
Now I understand why no strong person would take on this challenge.
It's way too much of a hassle.
Is this really the time to be stopping like this?
