Everything feels like it's crumbling away, losing its meaning, but strangely, I've never felt more liberated. Why pretend to care when indifference is my truth? Why must I keep up this façade? For once, I want to be true to myself, to emulate her. Yes, it may cause unintended harm, innocent casualties along the way, but I refuse to surrender. Giving up has never been an option, not in this journey called life. If it were, maybe I wouldn't have chosen to be here in the first place.
This is the tale of a child discovering the power of their own decisions, navigating the complexities of existence, and finally glimpsing genuine joy. I hope you find something to cherish in this journey.