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Anna's POV:
I messed up big time I wasn't paying attention to where I was. This whole world here became so real to me the past couple of weeks that I nearly forgot that I was in a world, in which Twilight was reality.
I got the feeling that the Twilight plot was out of the window now and I couldn't shake it off. I changed the story but what should I have done instead?
Granted spilling the secret on my first day here may not have been the smartest thing to do but honestly if I didn't act how I did, what would have been the consequences?
My scent is way more intoxicating then Bella's to Edward, he was trembling and growling at me when he first smelled me. If Emmett hadn't been there he would have bounced on me. If I met him in class alone without his siblings to restrain him I would be probably dead by now and Edward would be dwelling over the murder he committed for eternity.
Even not saying a word I would play an active roll in their lives given the fact that I am his singer. Telling them the whole truth may be my only mistake but I just couldn't bring myself to lie in that moment. I don't know if it was because I didn't want to lie to them or because I wanted to have someone who knew the truth and who I could be honest with.
But what done is done and I have to be careful where to go from here.
There were three facts I had to pay attention to.
Point one: I was in Twilight and knew too much for my own good and the one of the Cullen's. I had to be careful with my knowledge.
Point tow: I did tell them that Bella is Edward's soul mate but held other events back.
Point three: I was part of the story and of their lives now and the plot of Twilight or better said their future was changing, simply because I stepped into their lives.
Since I wasn't a part of the original story maybe their love story has another plot now and trying to push the old plot on to them will ruin it all and get someone killed.
I once saw the TV drama "Lost in Austen", it's about a British girl named Amanda Price she is a huge fan of Pride and Prejudice and one day Elizabeth Bennet appears in her bathroom through a hidden door. Amanda walks through the door and lands in Elizabeth's world, in the story of Pride and Prejudice. She takes over Elizabeths life as Elizabeth does the same with Amandas. While Amanda is trying to force the story to go on, how she knows it out of the book everything goes wrong and people have to suffer.
I don't want to do the same mistakes as Amanda did. There are some major event that need to be taken care of like the guys in Port Angeles, James and his coven, New Moon and so on but I sould go with the flow. See how it all works out and intervene when needed.
Love can't be forced and it can't be stopped, if they are meant to be, they will be together! And nothing will ever be able to get in the way of their love!
With my mind made up and my realization thought through I was able to get over my mess up.
Because I hit my hip pretty bad I spend the next tow days at the Cullen's seeing as Kevin had to work in Seattle. It was really nice to be able to spend some time with Esme and just to relax for a while.
On Thursday I went back to school it was how I expected it. The whole school was all over me asking me about the accident. I just smiled and endured it, there was nothing that could have stopped then anyway but what was really unnerving was the fact that Tyler chased after me like a puppy, trying to make it up to me.
Why do guys here in Forks just don't get the hint?
No means no, for gods sake!
How hard can that be to understand?
Bella thanked me again and asked me if I wanted to come over to her house since her father also wanted to thank me but I declined politely. Bella and I could become friends after she became Edward's girlfriend. With her being accident prom and me well, I don't know, I wasn't going to take my chances. She was safer without me around. And aside form that I don't want to lie to her. If I would get close to her now all I could do would be to lie to her about me, about Edward and about the Cullen's, not a way to start a friendship.
I hooked up with the Cullen's and that's where I stood, no need to get everything into a chaos and myself surrounded with too many lies and stories. There is too much at stake here not only Edward's and Bella's love story but also our lives.
After that accident Edward realized what Bella means to him and he was falling in love with her now, everything would be as it was supposed to be.
That's good, right!?
I'm here in Twilight living the dream of every Twilight fan and I'm friends with the Cullen's what more could a girl ask for.
Well, I know what but that will never happen anyway, no need to go through a heartbreak in the first place. Luckily I was able to shake those thoughts away quickly.
I made plans with Alice to go shopping with her on the weekend. After the accident Edward insisted on some more driving lessons for me and I got myself a few baby sitting jobs to make my own money. The second week after Bella's arrival ended without further disaster.
Edward's POV:
Never in my 100 plus some years was I so scared as in the moment when I saw Anna being nearly hit by that van. I didn't even have time to move it happened so fast.
When I got to her and saw her lying there on the ground not moving, naked fear and panic ripped through me. Never in my existence did I felt so helpless and useless before.
I knew in the back of my mind that I shouldn't move her but I just had to have her in my arms. My hands trembled when I reached for her and pressed her into my chest as gently as I could. Looking at her, unmoving laying there in my arms my world stood still in fear until she opened her beautiful hazel eyes and the weight of the world fell from my shoulders.
The tow days that she spent in my house were great, having her so close felt wonderful. For a while now it felt like a chain of actions was happing leading me to realize something, today having to witness how Anna almost died was like the last piece of the puzzle finally clicked, it's like something opened or a realization broke through the surface.
I cared for Anna more then I ever admitted to myself.
Did I dare to say I was in love with her?
To night like every night since a few weeks I went to Anna's place to watch her sleep. I always told myself it was because I wanted to improve my control around her but tonight for the first time I admitted to myself that that wasn't the reason I went to her room every night. I went there because I wanted to be near her even when I didn't realize it before or didn't want to admit.
Anna has such an unbelievable pull on me, it's impossible for me to leave her alone. At first I thought it was only her blood but now I see it's far more then that.
It is her.
Everything she is, everything she does.
Which lead me to the realization that I knew very little about her, I know her for over a month and I know nearly nothing about her or her life.
She knows so much about me it was time that our knowledge got evened out.
With this I made up my mind, tomorrow I would get to know her better.