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Chapter 187 - I don't want to do it before marriage

As our lips parted, a shimmering warmth enveloped us, my heart racing wildly in a way that felt almost blissful, igniting every inch of my being.

I could hardly catch my breath, exhilaration pulsing underneath my skin. The moment seemed filled with promise, a spark of something deeper than what I had imagined, yet, for now, I craved a different kind of closeness.

Pulling back slightly, I looked into Ciara's eyes, tracing the burning facets of her gaze as they softened with a hint of a smile. "Wow. That was… intense," I murmured, a shy laugh escaping my lips.

"I think we make quite a pair," she replied, her voice teasing but also sincere. My heart fluttered at the compliment, the electricity still lingering in the air between us.

"What should we do next?" I asked, leaning back against the plush cushions of her lavish bed, catching my breath while letting that warmth settle around us.

As I nestled into the softness of the fabric, I felt a sense of safety, allowing the moment to transform into something more tender.

Ciara grinned and joined me on the bed, her presence radiating with warmth as she curled up beside me, her arm draping over my shoulder.

"I was thinking we could prepare for a cozy evening just you and me, a couple of honey cakes, and maybe a good game of twenty questions?"

"Twenty questions?" I echoed, raising an eyebrow. "That's a classic! I'm in!" 

"Great! I'll even let you go first," she offered, her smile broadening as she settled against the plush pillows, propping her head onto her hand, looking entirely at home with the thought. 

I let out a mock sigh, a swirl of giddiness and playful determination rushing over me. "Okay, let's see… If you had to choose one food for the rest of your life, what would it be?"

Ciara chuckled playfully, her eyes sparkling as she pondered. "Hmm, that's a tough one! But I'd probably choose honey. It's versatile, sweet, and can go with just about anything. Plus, it reminds me of our day in the kitchen. How about you?"

"Definitely something savory like pasta—endless possibilities with sauces and flavors," I grinned. "Okay, your turn!"

Ciara's gaze flickered as she thought. "Okay! If you could describe your biggest fear, what would it be?" 

I took a moment, letting the question sink in. "Honestly? It's probably that I'll never find someone who truly gets me," I admitted softly, looking down at my hands, feeling a bit exposed. "Why? What about you?" 

"Hmmm, I think mine would be losing the people I love the most. Ever since I lost my cat, it's been something that lingers at the back of my mind," she replied, her voice softer now, revealing a glimpse of vulnerability as she squeezed my shoulder gently. "But let's change the mood! Next question!"

The warmth between us felt comforting as I continued to settle into the easy banter. "All right, if you had the chance to travel anywhere in the world, where would you go?" 

"Definitely Lunaria! I've dreamt about exploring those charming cobblestone streets, indulging in thos delicious dish, and maybe even enjoying some romance," she said, her eyes gleaming with enthusiasm.

"Oh, I'd love that too! Imagine all the landscapes we could enjoy together over a candlelit dinner!" I mused, lost in a daydream, picturing us wandering through Tuscany, sunshine glimmering on the hills.

"Just don't expect me to carry the heavy luggage," Ciara teased, nudging my shoulder playfully.

"Oh, right! I'll be sure to note that in my travel plan," I laughed, feeling that gorgeous warmth wash over our easy conversation.

As the questions flowed, I leaned closer, trying to make sense of the delicious chemistry that had already blossomed between us. "Now, for a more serious question—what's one thing from your past that you regret?" I asked, curious about what shaped her into who she was.

Ciara grew a tad serious, her gaze turning thoughtful. "I'd say not being more committed to relationships in my younger years and even now. I was a heartbreaker, I admit. Lots of one-night stands but no real connection," she confessed, laughter hiding a touch of sadness in her voice. "Never really found anyone worth that commitment." 

I watched her carefully, feeling a tightening in my chest. A part of me ached for the vulnerabilities she wore openly. "How many lovers have you had, then?" I asked, safe in the arm of the moment.

Ciara hesitated slightly before offering a sly grin. "Let's just say, more than a few. But trust me, you wouldn't want to know those details."

"A few?" I teased, smirking as I leaned back against the pillows. "You make it sound all scandalous!"

"It's not like I'm ashamed of it; just not what I was looking for. It's a phase that eventually grew old for me," she admitted with a hint of regret. "What about you? How many boyfriends have you had?"

I snickered softly, recalling my one and only relationship before everything shifted into this unexpected realm between us. "Just one! It was a quick fling in high school, nothing too serious." 

"Aw, I didn't know that!" Ciara exclaimed, feigning a pout while trying to contain her laughter. "You have to tell me all about him!"

"Not much to tell—just a typical high school romance. He was sweet but ultimately not ready for anything deep, so it fizzled out pretty quickly," I shared, shrugging. "I think I got lucky in a way, though. It opened me up to find something more meaningful later."

"Good for you!" she beamed, leaning in closer with warmth. "I appreciate that kind of outlook. With someone like you, I would've probably fallen head over heels."

"Head over heels? For me?" I echoed, a rush of shyness washed over me. "You think so?" 

Her expression softened, sincerity spilling from her gaze and lighting up the atmosphere.

"Definitely! You're genuine, open-hearted. That's something really special," she said, her tone clear and anchored in warmth. "And who knows? Maybe something more could blossom between us."

My cheeks warmed at her words, and I felt a flush of happiness swirl deep in my gut. "Maybe. But what do we even want for the future?" I mused, glancing out of her window at the serene view of the shimmering stars twinkling against the royal sky. 

"Hm…" she pondered, her brow furrowing slightly. "Honestly? I have no solid plans, much less an idea of what a typical future looks like. I like to take life as it comes, live in the moment. Besides, I have this whole world to conquer first!" 

I nodded slowly, allowing her words to settle over us, contemplating the palpable connection that danced between us. "You know, I could see us enjoying a future together, but it kind of scares me too," I revealed, my voice quiet as I glanced back at her. 

"Scares you? What would scare you about being with me?" she prodded gently, inviting me toward the deeper edges of our conversation.

"I guess… it feels like a lot, you know? Everything between us feels potent, magnetic… but isn't it too fast?" I confessed, feeling vulnerable under her gaze. 

"Fast can be good too, Aeliana. Sometimes you find things that are worth holding onto when the moment calls for it," she said, her tone earnest. "But if you want something longer-lasting, then we should probably take our time."

"I'd like that," I replied softly, finding solace in the warmth of her embrace as I leaned in closer to her, relishing the closeness, the softness of our shared moments, the intertwining of our hearts.

With an ease that felt heavenly, I felt my heart open a fraction more. "But, there's still one thing we haven't addressed…" I said cautiously, my heart pounding pleasantly in my chest.

Ciara raised her eyebrow, intrigued. "Oh? What might that be?" 

"Um…" I hesitated, my cheeks warming as I felt the weight of my blush dance across my face. "I know we've kissed, and there's been uh, chemistry, but, you know, I don't want to rush anything beyond this until we have a serious commitment," I finally admitted, feeling the need to clarify my feelings on the situation. 

The moment hung suspended as she searched my gaze, understanding flickering in her eyes. "You mean…?"

"Stop. I don't want to do it before marriage," I blurted out, my heart pounding as I held her gaze firmly, the air growing thick with the import of my revelation. 

Ciara chuckled softly, amusement mixed with genuine affection in her eyes, and I felt my face heat up like a furnace. "You're adorable! I can respect that—you want to stay true to your values."

I sighed in relief, grateful she hadn't reacted negatively, and felt the warmth of being seen and understood dance warmly through my chest. "I just think it's important, and I want to wait for the right moment, someone who means something to me." 

"Agreed! I respect that entirely," she replied, her voice rich with sincerity, and as I caught her smile, I couldn't suppress my own.

The sweet, tender air enveloped us, enveloping us carefully, as if drawing the pastel hues of intimacy closer. "So, what now?" I murmured, snuggling a little deeper into her embrace.

"Now? We enjoy each other's company, fill our hearts with sweetness, and if the moment ever arises where we both feel right about taking that next step together, we will be ready," she assured me, her gentle yet decisive tone striking a note deep within me. 

As we settled back against the cushions, we shared our laughter and small, playful conversations, the moments stretching out suspended softly, creating a warm cocoon around us that buzzed with possibility and magic.

The world outside dimmed into a soft glow, the faint twinkling of stars echoing the shimmering electricity that lingered between us, tied together by our hopes, desires, and dreams yet to unfold. 

Nuzzled into her embrace, we found our balance in that fleeting moment, allowing the delicate petals of something beautiful to bloom, crafting a tapestry woven from sweet innocence and bright possibility, a luminous dance of laughter and whispers amid the warmth of shared trust, leaving the future wide open for anything.

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