I opened my eyes and looked up at an unfamiliar ceiling. I stood up and realized that I was back in the same room as before.
Memories and recollections that were not mine were running through my head, but I ignored them, rather I forced myself to ignore them. I didn't want to believe what my memories were telling me.
"Yes, it must be that I misunderstood, yes, that's it, it can't be possible." I tried to deny what my memories were pointing to.
Curious I moved my hands closer to my crotch, an emptiness I had never experienced before came over me I kept groping around looking for my shenlong and my family jewels, but I kept finding emptiness.
"Damn it, what is this? This is not what we had agreed on, what is this shit, where is my friend, my second-in-command, my soldier of a thousand battles?".
Anger flooded me as I noticed the emptiness between my legs and in my heart I felt an emptiness at losing something so precious.
"Come on, goddess, let's talk about this. I was wrong to imagine you in those positions, but this is too much. I will be your most fervent follower, just give it back to me." I tried to bargain, but only silence answered my prayers.
"So you're not going to respond, are you? You won't answer my pleas? Haaahh..." I became depressed. I knew I was a little to blame for what happened, but it's his fault for breaking my privacy by reading my memories.
"Well, I guess I'll just have to live with it. It's a fantasy world, there must be some way to get my Shenlong back." I could no longer run away, the facts were in front of me.
As much as I searched, I found only the emptiness of what was, but I did not give up. One of my greatest dreams was to create a harem in another world, but who would risk finding out if there was another world after death?
Unfortunately, I didn't get out of the house much and didn't meet Truck-kun, but apparently when I was enjoying a cinematic work of art, instead of coming, I left, which allowed me to reincarnate in another world.
"But why, why was I reincarnated as a woman, what did I do to deserve this?" I felt my dreams so close, but right now I was also so far away.
With such a fundamental problem as the gender barrier, I felt helplessness. I fell back into despair for a moment at the thought of how close I was to my dream...
"You know what, never mind, you'll see, Goddess, I'll make a harem even if it's a woman." I got on the bed and proclaimed my will to the heavens, but once there I realized I looked like a madman, so I got off a little embarrassed.
On the other hand There was something I wanted to check, so I got up and looked at a full-size mirror in the room, and there I could see my reflection, although I was expecting it, I could not help but be startled.
A woman with long silver hair that fell in soft waves to her waist, and pale skin that looked like it was carved from jade, her slender, well-proportioned figure enhanced her charm.
She had beautiful deep blue eyes, which added a touch of serenity to her gaze, although her beautiful face was imbued with a natural arrogance, she made a silly face as if she were enraptured.
I quickly realized it was my reflection and felt a little stupid to think how I had been captivated by my own reflection. 'Goddess is this some kind of punishment'.
I couldn't believe that this beautiful woman is myself I have mixed feelings, I don't even know what to think anymore, a helplessness and disappointment took over me for a moment, but I better focus my attention elsewhere and examine the memories of this body to change my mood.
Apparently we are in a kingdom in the southwestern part of the continent, the kingdom of Avaloria, of which I am from a family of Dukes.
I am the only daughter girl of this family, I have an older brother, two mothers and a father who is the head of the family.
According to my memories, I am very spoiled by him and he does everything I ask him to do just by making a begging face. Basically I was an unrestricted spoiled child who could do whatever I wanted as long as it's not something extreme like spitting in the king's face, and even if I did, my father would take care of it as his influence is huge and he would be willing to cover for me even if I do.
Besides that, I can see that in this world there are the half-humans and so on, as the Goddess said, in addition to magic, which I hadn't even asked about, since I thought it was something obvious. It's not like I was more focused on defiling the Goddess in my mind.
'Yeah, I can see why the Goddess got angry... haa, ' back to the Goddess, she said she was going to give me an ability right?
' Where's my ability, where's my trap? Don't tell me she didn't give it to me because she was angry, where is it!"
I thought besides reincarnating me as a woman she hadn't given me the ability and blessing she promised and I was panicking. No cheat cards, I'm just a rich noblewoman who can do whatever she wants'...wait, that doesn't sound so bad.'
"Taking away the fact that I am a woman, the goddess fulfilled all my requests. But where is my divine ability?"
I could not accept that I had no traps in this fantasy world, but At that moment, in front of me appeared a blue semi-transparent square that had words and letters written on it that I had never seen before, but could understand. Immediately, I don't know how, but I thought I heard a voice in my mind.
[[We welcome you to Aetheria. Congratulations on your Successful Reincarnation.]]
the voice in my head said the same thing as the window in front of me.
"What is this... Ohhh, it's the system!"
I had forgotten, as a good reincarnate I must have a system that will see me through thick and thin. He had no proof, but no doubts either
"Yes, so it must be, there must be a balance for taking my Shenlong from me."
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[[You have a choice pending. Choose from the following skills]]
Purification (EX)
Affinity to light (EX)
Eyes of Truth (EX)
Lightning affinity (SS)
Titanic strength (SS)
3 lives (SS)
Greater familiar summoning (SS)
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Eyes of petrification (S)
Affinity to fire (S)
Detect truth (S)
Concealment (S)
Affinity to water (S)
Clairvoyance (S)
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Without listening to my ramblings, the system showed me a window with many abilities.
"But what a cold system, we will be together a long time. "
'But hey, I know it's a lot to ask for a female system to insult me from time to time.'
I didn't get any response, but I didn't care. I looked at the stack of skills and, even if I get this list, I don't know what most of them do and my memories don't help me much, since this body isn't interested in things like that.
But it makes common sense and I can tell from the name what they do more or less. I guess the letter in front is the rank, being A< S < SS < EX.
All the skills had these four ranks, so it made it hard for me to choose. Also, I noticed that there were only three skills (EX). I didn't know about purification and eyes of truth, but I guess affinity to light is the best skill here.
Maybe I'll become a super powerful light mage with a harem by my side.
'Yes, harem is mandatory in my fantasies'.
While I was fantasizing, I already had my choice set. Her higher rank guaranteed me a lot of power, so while simple, it's the best choice. My finger was about to touch when all of a sudden....
"Stop!...Don't make that choice."