LEO
Erwin recently found out about Ruth and John and he has been in an extremely bad mood since then. Though he doesn't show it, I can still feel it coming out from him. I can't blame him for this. Can I?
I really feel guilty about this situation. Erwin has every right to know the truth but I deliberately hid it from him and even though he knows that I already knew about their relationship he doesn't say a word about it to me about the subject. But the look he gives me makes my heart clenches tightly as if trying to smash it then and there.
The look he gives me is the look of betrayal. As if I betrayed him. I wish I could explain my situation to him. I wish I could talk it out with him. But whenever I try to talk to him I feel my tongue tied and even a single word refuses to leave my mouth. And other than that I am way too busy to have a heart out conversation with him. It pains me.
