JOHN
I follow Ruth inside the hotel room. Who knew that he had everything on standby just to make me sleep with him? Currently my heart is beating so loudly, I fear that the big man can hear it too.
Never thought I would be this nervous just before a sex session. Truly speaking I have never really gotten my hole fucked before. And I had no intention to do it until this blond man showed up in my life. So, I have no experience of how it feels.
To think that I was the one who was telling Erwin how he can sleep with a fellow guy and look at me now, I might be willingly walking into a hornet's nest. Not that I care though. But if Erwin knows about this, he will hunt me for this for the rest of my life and even after my death.
"Are you nervous?" Ruth wipes around to look at me with a glint in his green sage eyes that I can't describe.
