I can't seem to remember what was going through my head when I kissed him for when he smiled back at me, I knew I should not have.
His touch was warm and gentle as his hand took my neck bringing me inches closer to him. The light sparkled in his blue eyes as my face got to his sending something down my spine.
He said something but the loud sound of my beating heart had crowded my ears and my face burning.
Finally, it happened, his lips met mine and I froze.
The gentle caress of his hand at the back of my neck and the softness of his lips on mine made me realize it was all real. He kept going taking his time to fully kiss my lips, my mind was blank and all I felt was him kissing me, drowning me in it.
Maybe it was so long since I kissed someone or he was just good but I wanted more of his gentle soft kisses. My body seemed to know what to do as I grabbed his neck getting him fully to my side, I opened my mouth deepening the kiss.
He chuckled and went on to grab my waist leaning further down with me, the kiss was getting deeper and my body hotter.
His hand at my neck pulled away laying me on the pillow, it slid down to my left thigh raising it on top of his waist. I clung to him holding him tightly.
His tongue seemed to have fallen for mine as it kept seeking it out, the hotness of our lips was getting out of control but I didn't pull away or push him away.
His other hand found the zipper of my dress and the moment his hand touched my skin a moan escaped my lips.
It was then he pulled away gazing down at my blushed face, I huffed catching my breath.
"Constance.." his voice was so low when he called my name almost a whisper.
"Mmm," I answered.
"Are you okay with all this?" he asked.
She blinked.
"I don't know " I answered.
He smiled kissing me again.
"I can't only continue if you are sure, Constance " he whispered.
"Am sorry " I said.
"Don't be I understand " he pulled away sitting back then helped me up.
My unzipper dress slid off exposing my black bra, panicking I grabbed the sheets covering myself.
Divean chuckled.
"Don't worry I didn't see anything "
He was up walking to the door, "Take a shower while I get you some dinner " he said.
"Okay" the door closed and I fell back in bed covering my face, what had I done...I almost did.....
Pushing all the thoughts at the back of my head I ran off to the bathroom before he returned.