Things had not been going very well lately especially with Lay, I was still very angry with her, maybe I was being unfair, because in the end the one who ended up having sex with a Pros... with Iris had been me, even in these days I had felt like going back to the house of pleasure, nothing for sentimentality, but looking for sexual pleasure, despite that I did not go, besides I did not have the money to pay for a night with Iris, and I did not want to do it with another woman because if not I would feel much worse about myself than I already felt.
I had not talked to Lay since I yelled at her, I had not even allowed her to sleep together, I simply left my door locked, but the more the days went by I saw Lay worse, in the trainings she did not concentrate, even a soldier of the bunch hit her in the face, even so I could not get close to her, I had come to have much resentment towards Lay, something that prevented me from making peace.