Damn it I don't want to live this stupid miserable life. Don't have any thing to eat noplace to sleep, no friends and family it's just me and me alone.
I wish I had been born in a crazy rich family with no siblings. Where I can eat as much as I want and sleep on a warm bed. Ahh.... Man these rich people are damn lucky.
Anyway I have something to do first and that is to end this miserable life of mine. However I have to do it in the most painless way cause I don't want to experience suffering in my last moments as well. Hmm.... Damnit I can't figure it out, I never thought dying would be this annoying.
Although I know a number of ways but they are all to painfull, maybe drinking poison would do the job, but then again I don't have money to buy poison and I can't steal it either. What If I get myself hit by a truck, would that to the job? But if I don't die on the spot and someone took me to the hospital and they treated me no no it won't do either.
Oh.. yeah thats good way to die why I haven't I think about it before, this would definitely work, finally it's time to say goodbye to this life.
I'm here now I just have to jump and in few seconds it's all over without me realizing anything. Here I gooo....., ahhhhhh.....
M..my body i..it feels like every bone in my body is broken. Coughs.... I...I-
Hnn... Where am I? Am I dead? Is it heaven? What is this place? And what's with that damn huge door. Something is coming out of it but I can't see it.
Figure: "Ren, i didn't expect you to come this early, anyways how've you been?"
Ren:" What the hell are you saying, you've been waiting for me, and what's with that stupid question don't you see how I've been."
Figure: "My apologies, so I'm just gonna get straight to the point so here's the thing I'm gonna send you back to the world of the living and for you to live this life of yours to the fullest I would give you a gift so be sure to use it well. So then see you not soon."
Ren: "what the hell I don't want to go back and you can't m.. woo.... What's happening to me, Why am I disappearing, Hey what did you do t-?"
Hnn..... Where am I? Damn that guy just what the hell did he do to me? What's that light am I in a tunnel or what? It's getting brighter. Oh, I'm out. I can't hear anything Woo... Who's this? This lady she's quite strong to be lifting me like that.
Nurse: "Congratulations, Mr and miss Rockefeller he's a healthy boy."
Hann.. what's she babbling about I can't hear anything properly, What Who are these two, it seems like their a couple. But why are they so happy. Heyyy.. lady be carefull don't pass me like this. What's happening why can't I talk. Hmm.. my hands they are so tiny don't tell that I been reborn. Damn that guy so he was not joking around. I had to do so much to end my life but in the end I got another one, it's not fair damn it.
What's with this man he got a pretty nice face with white hairs and red eyes. I think he must be my father then.
And that cute lady with a bright smile and gray hairs must be my mother. And this place it looks like I'm at the hospital.
Well, I don't think I can do anything about the situation. At least this time I have a family. If I think back that stupid guy told me that he gave me a gift he also said to use it well but I don't see anything, just myself whose been reborn.
Anyways let's just enjoy this life, and by the looks of my dad earlier I think he's a pretty rich business man. So I can rest easy that I've been reborn in a damn rich family just like I wished.
It's been a day and now we are finally heading back home. I can't wait to see our home. Wow... Is this the car we are gonna ride, it looks quite expensive. Yes, I was right our family is damn rich.
It looks like our home is out side of the city how much further do we have to go into the woods to reach our home I can't wait any longer.
Oh, the trees suddenly cleared and what the fuc* it's a fuckin castle is this the place we're going to live.
Wow! The interior is to damn beautiful. Hann...whose that cute lady, she's wearing a maid outfit so she must be a maid and that old man over there must be a butler.
I just know for a fact that this life of mine is going to be damn amazing.
It's been five years and I'm honestly enjoy this life. I eat what ever I want, I sleep on a warm and soft bed and the most important thing I have family this time and cute maid by my side.
I can't enjoy while sitting at home all the time I need to go outside but the front door is close. Hmm... Yeah the kitchen window would be open, but I have to be sure that no one sees me it's a good thing everyone is doing their job and Diana our maid is not at home so the kitchen must be empty.
Finally I'm out, now I can go and rest at the flower field behind our mansion. But I should get home early or mothers gonna kill me.
Huh.. this feels like heaven. I can rest here for eternity without getting bored. Hmm... What's that on that Rock. It seems like book a fancy one at that. It says 'LIGHT NOVEL. '