Once had a home

I was born like a snake, hated and without a starting like others.

i grew up like a wolf without a Deni.

my heart's meat was a black wear, without even a single red dot.

my brain was covered by the worst of the dark, but that was before the rain washed away the bads and bring up the goods.

without winds that bloom, without raising of the sun, it was just a pair of silver eyes scaring but lovely.

it was my home.

existing but not living. lonely and homeless but, with my blood family.

sweet sounds were silence and rain.

favorite colors were blood and darkness.

day and night were cross as one.

death was following me like age but he enveloped me in secure.

he changed darkness into down, busting cryings into my everyday chucking and giggles with no reason.

that's the story, starting of love, hope and dreams. he was my home.

he wasn't in my future, he was my future.

followed him like a date, I saw him as a destination.

but this didn't last long.

tought me to live with my blood that wasn't a family to cover my bared body.

chased me like a shadow, led my blood become my everyday company.

with a kiss in between it was a goodbye.

in a thin air he disappeared and everything froze.

no longer with a home but once had one.

where did the past go that won't come back?

thought we would claw until we can walk with our feet.

walk with our feet until we can drive with our skills.

drive with our skills until we can fly like experts.

but red wasn't the color of heart, heart to love.

red was the color of blood.

but love is the journey in the life journey it has to end before the life ends.