Xu Ningxi knew her best friend wanted to comfort her.
She herself needed to learn to make peace with herself, otherwise there would only be a feeling of suffocation left.
She said to Ruan Tiantian, "A life without jealousy is like a full blessing, a flower not yet in full bloom like a half-moon, this is the best state of life. Life without any regrets would be uninteresting. I'm learning to let go, learning to accept those regrets."
"Fu Hanzheng has been really good to me, really good. I'm a basket case full of broken things, yet he never despised me. How could I despise him?"
"Fu Hanzheng has been too good to me, I think there won't be anyone in this world who could be better to me than he is."
Ruan Tiantian, hearing this, obviously felt protective of her best friend, and couldn't help herself.
"Don't talk down on yourself like that, the basket of broken things is not your fault. You've just been dealt a bad hand with the family you have, why should you take the blame?"