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Chapter 4 - Chapter III - The Gas and Dust

Atlas' POV

6 years ago

I stood at the dock, my heart pounding with excitement and apprehension. The boat that would take me to Manila was already waiting, its engine humming softly in the early morning light. I took a deep breath, looking back at the island I had called home for so long. The sun was just beginning to rise, casting a golden glow over the water. It was a beautiful sight that I would carry with me as I embarked on this new chapter of my life.

My family was there to see me off. Holding back tears, my mother handed me a small, worn-out guitar.

"Atlas, this belonged to your grandfather. It brought him joy, and I hope it brings you the same," she said, trembling with emotion.

"Thank you, Mom. I promise I'll make you proud," I hugged her tightly.

My father clapped me on the shoulder, his eyes shining with pride. "Go show them what you're made of, son."

My younger sister, teary-eyed but smiling, handed me a small handmade bracelet. "For good luck," she whispered.

"Thanks, sis. I'll miss you all," I said, holding back my tears.

The boat ride to Manila felt surreal. The waves gently rocked the boat, and the horizon seemed to stretch endlessly ahead. I watched as the familiar shores of Bohol faded into the distance, replaced by the promise of new opportunities. The city skyline of Manila gradually came into view, its tall buildings and bustling streets a stark contrast to the peaceful island life I had known.

As Manila drew nearer, I couldn't help but let my thoughts wander to the dreams that had brought me here. I imagined standing on grand stages, my voice echoing through crowded arenas with cheering fans. I pictured myself composing melodies that would touch hearts and writing lyrics that resonated with people from all walks of life. These dreams were more than aspirations; they were the fuel that drove me forward, even in moments of doubt.

The academy awaited, a beacon of hope and possibility in the heart of this bustling city. I knew that within those walls, I would find the training and guidance to turn my dreams into reality. With each passing mile, I felt a surge of excitement and determination. This journey was not just about pursuing fame or success but honoring the gift of music passed down through generations in my family.

As Manila's skyline grew more extensive on the horizon, I whispered a silent promise to myself and my family back in Bohol. I would make them proud. I would seize every opportunity, overcome every obstacle, and leave a mark on the world with my music. With its towering buildings and bustling streets, this city held the key to a future I had only dared to imagine.

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Arriving in Manila, I was immediately thrust into a new world of rigorous training. The academy was a bustling hub of aspiring artists, each determined to make their mark. It was intimidating but also exhilarating. I knew this was where I belonged.

Navigating the unfamiliar streets of Manila proved more challenging than I anticipated. The city was a maze of towering buildings and bustling thoroughfares, a stark contrast to the serene simplicity of Bohol. I glanced at the address on the academy's brochure, feeling a knot of apprehension in my stomach. Where do I even begin?

Lost in thought and trying to make sense of the city's chaotic layout, I bumped into someone—a tall, lean figure with an easy smile.

"Whoa there, watch your step!" the guy exclaimed, steadying me firmly. His brown eyes twinkled with amusement.

"I-I'm sorry," I stammered, feeling embarrassed.

"No worries. First time in Manila?" he asked, his voice friendly.

"Yeah," I admitted sheepishly, feeling relieved someone seemed willing to help.

"I'm Cian," he introduced himself, extending a hand.

"Atlas," I replied, shaking his hand gratefully.

Cian grinned, a mischievous glint in his eyes. "Let me guess, you're looking for the academy?"

I nodded, feeling a flush of gratitude. "Yes, I've been wandering around for a while."

"No worries, I know exactly where it is. Come on, I'll walk you there," Cian offered, confidently leading the way.

As we walked through the bustling streets, Cian chatted animatedly about life in Manila, sharing tips and anecdotes that eased my nerves. His easygoing manner and genuine warmth made me feel instantly at ease like I had found a friend in this daunting new city.

"There it is," Cian pointed ahead as we rounded a corner, the academy's sign finally coming into view.

Relief washed over me as we approached the familiar gates. "Thank you, Cian. I would've been lost without you."

"No problem, Atlas. Hey, we'll see each other again. You never know," Cian remarked with a playful wink.

I chuckled nervously, feeling a flicker of hope at the thought of having a familiar face at the academy. "Maybe. Thanks again, Cian."

With a wave, Cian headed down the street, leaving me at the academy's entrance, filled with excitement and apprehension. As I stepped inside, ready to embark on this new chapter of my life, I couldn't help but feel grateful for the unexpected encounter that had turned a daunting day into a promising beginning.

With Cian's directions, I navigated through the bustling corridors of the academy, my heart pounding with a mix of nerves and anticipation. The walls were lined with posters of past performances and motivational quotes from famous artists, adding to the atmosphere of determination and creativity.

Finally, I reached the audition room, marked by a sign that read "New Talent Auditions." Taking a deep breath to steady my nerves, I pushed open the door and stepped inside.

The room was spacious yet intimate, with soft lighting and a few chairs arranged facing a small stage. At the center stood a panel of judges, distinguished figures from the music industry, their expressions neutral yet attentive.

"Welcome," one of them greeted me with a warm smile. "Please state your name and the piece you'll be performing."

"I'm Atlas," I replied, trying to keep my voice steady despite the butterflies in my stomach. "I'll be singing 'A Thousand Years' by Christina Perri."

"Excellent choice," another judge nodded. "We're looking forward to it."

As I took my place at the microphone stand, I closed my eyes and began to sing. The first notes filled the room, and I focused on delivering each line with passion and precision.

Midway through the song, one of the judges leaned forward, exchanging a brief glance with the others. As I reached the bridge, the music shifted, and the atmosphere in the room subtly changed.

"Atlas, could you show us a few dance moves as well?" one of the judges requested gently, her tone encouraging yet firm.

Surprised but determined not to falter, I nodded and moved away from the microphone. The instrumental break provided the perfect opportunity, and I let the music guide my movements. The judges observed closely, evaluating my ability to combine singing with choreography, a crucial skill in the competitive world of performance arts.

With each step and gesture, I channeled the song's rhythm, letting my emotions and training take over. The pressure mounted, but I focused on the joy of performing, pushing myself to showcase my versatility and dedication.

When the music faded, I returned to the microphone stand, breathless but exhilarated. The judges exchanged a few murmurs among themselves before one of them spoke up.

"Thank you, Atlas. That was impressive," the first judge said with a nod of approval. "We'll be in touch with our decision soon."

Grateful and hopeful, I nodded in acknowledgment and exited the audition room. As I walked down the corridor, the adrenaline of the performance still coursing through me, I couldn't help but smile. This audition was a test of my talent and a stepping stone towards my dreams—a reminder that every challenge was an opportunity to grow and prove myself.

After my audition, I paced nervously in the academy lobby, replaying every moment of my performance in my mind. I checked my phone, hoping for a message or call about where I would stay in Manila while waiting for the audition results. As I scrolled through my contacts, I noticed the number I had saved for my temporary accommodation. Taking a deep breath, I dialed the number.

Across the lobby, I saw Cian's phone buzz. He quickly answered, his eyes scanning the room until he spotted me with a phone to my ear. With a smile, he gestured for me to hold on momentarily, mouthing, "It's me!" as he finished his conversation.

"Yeah, I'm here," Cian said into his phone, ending the call and joining me. "You called just in time. Ready to head to your temporary place?"

I blinked in surprise, realizing Cian was my contact. "I didn't know it was you."

Cian chuckled. "Surprise! Let's get going."

Together, we navigated the bustling streets of Manila until we reached a modest apartment building. Cian led me to a cozy apartment, unlocking the door with a key he pulled from his pocket.

"Here's where you'll be staying for now," Cian announced as we stepped inside. "It's not much, but it's home."

I looked around, grateful for a place to settle in. "Thanks, Cian. I appreciate you arranging this."

"No problem," Cian replied with a grin. "So, how did the audition go?"

I shrugged, trying to mask my nerves. "It was... intense. I'm still waiting to hear back."

Cian nodded sympathetically. "Hang in there, man. They'll recognize your talent."

I smiled gratefully, feeling reassured by Cian's encouragement. "Thanks, Cian."

Cian clapped me on the shoulder. "No worries. And hey, if you get in, we'll be trainees together. Actually..." Cian hesitated for a moment, then grinned mischievously. "I'm already here."

I stared at him in surprise. "You're already a trainee? That's amazing!"

Cian laughed. "Yep. Been here a while now. Come on, let me introduce you to some of the others. They're good people."

Over the next hour, I settled into my temporary home while Cian introduced me to the other trainees who shared the apartment complex. There were five others besides Cian, each with dreams and ambitions. We exchanged stories, bonding over our passion for music and performance.

As we sat together in the living room, surrounded by new friends and the hum of excitement that filled the air, I couldn't help but feel a sense of camaraderie and purpose. Despite the uncertainties ahead, I knew I was exactly where I needed to be—surrounded by fellow dreamers, ready to embark on this new chapter of our lives together.

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The next day brought a nervous anticipation as I awaited the academy's decision. Every passing minute felt like an eternity until a notification popped up on my phone. With trembling hands, I opened the email from the academy and read the words confirming my acceptance as an official trainee.

Relief flooded me, and I couldn't wait to share the news with Cian and the others. I found Cian in the common area of our temporary residence, his attention focused on his phone.

"Cian, they accepted me! I got in!" I exclaimed, unable to contain my excitement.

Cian looked up, a wide grin spreading across his face. "That's awesome, Atlas! I knew you'd make it. Congratulations!"

"Thanks, Cian. I'm so glad you're here," I said gratefully, feeling the weight of uncertainty lifting off my shoulders.

He clapped me on the shoulder. "Of course, buddy. We're in this together."

I gathered everyone in the apartment's living room with Cian's encouragement. As I shared the news, their faces lit up with genuine happiness.

"Congratulations, Atlas!" a fellow trainee who had become a quick friend exclaimed with a warm smile. "That's fantastic news!"

"Thank you," I replied, touched by their sincerity.

One by one, the others congratulated, each offering words of encouragement and support. It felt surreal to share this moment with them, knowing we were embarking on this journey together.

After the initial excitement settled down, I took a moment to call my family in Bohol. My mother answered after a few rings, her voice filled with warmth and anticipation.

"Mom! Guess what? I got in! I'm officially a trainee!" I exclaimed, unable to contain my joy.

"Oh, Atlas! We're so proud of you!" she replied, her happiness palpable even through the phone. "Your father and sister are here, too. We've been waiting for your call."

"Thanks, Mom. I wish you could see this place," I said, my voice tinged with emotion.

"We'll visit soon, I promise," she reassured me.

"I can't wait," I replied, smiling despite the distance.

Talking with my family filled me with a renewed sense of purpose. This was just the beginning, and I was ready to embrace every challenge and triumph.

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The first day of training dawned bright and early, the excitement and nerves mingling within me as I prepared for what lay ahead. Gathering my things, I joined Cian and the others in the kitchen for a quick breakfast before heading to the academy.

As we walked through the bustling streets of Manila, anticipation bubbled in my chest. The academy loomed ahead, its grand facade symbolizing dreams and determination. Inside, the halls buzzed with energy as fellow trainees hurried to their classes and rehearsals.

"First-day nerves?" Cian asked with a reassuring smile as we approached the practice rooms.

"A bit," I admitted, adjusting the strap of my bag nervously. "I just hope I can keep up."

"You'll be fine, Atlas," Cian reassured me. "Just remember why you're here."

With a deep breath, I nodded, steeling myself for the challenges ahead. The morning passed in a blur of introductions, orientation sessions, and a tour of the facilities. I met instructors who were both encouraging and demanding, setting high expectations for our performances and growth.

We gathered in the main studio for our first vocal training session in the afternoon. The instructor, a seasoned performer with a commanding presence, guided us through vocal warm-ups and exercises. It was exhilarating and humbling to sing alongside talented peers who shared the same passion and dedication.

After vocal training, we moved on to choreography. Learning intricate dance routines tested my coordination and stamina, but I determinedly welcomed the challenge.

As the day drew closer, I stood near the practice rooms, catching my breath. The coach, a tall, imposing figure with a keen eye for detail, approached me.

"Atlas, isn't it?" he asked his voice firm but not unkind.

"Yes, Coach," I replied, trying to hide my nerves.

"I watched your audition tape. You've got potential," he said, his gaze assessing. "But potential only gets you so far. Are you willing to push yourself?"

"I am, Coach," I replied earnestly, meeting his gaze.

"Good. Remember, this isn't just about talent. It's about discipline, hard work, and a hunger to improve every day," he said firmly, his words sinking in.

"I understand," I nodded, feeling a surge of determination.

"Good. Tomorrow, we will start early. Be ready," he said before turning and walking away.

As I watched him go, I knew the journey ahead would be demanding. But with the coach's words echoing in my mind, I was more determined than ever to prove myself.

The day at the academy had been intense and fulfilling, leaving me both physically exhausted and mentally invigorated. As Cian and I returned to our temporary residence, the streets of Manila seemed quieter, the city settling into the evening rhythm.

"First day over," Cian remarked, a grin spreading across his face. "You did great, Atlas."

"Thanks," I replied, a mixture of relief and pride washing over me. "It's a lot to take in, but I'm glad to be here."

We reached the small apartment building where we were staying and were greeted by the familiar faces of our fellow trainees. They congratulated me on officially becoming a part of the academy, their warmth and camaraderie easing any remaining nerves.

"Welcome to the grind," one of them joked, clapping me on the back.

"Yeah, get used to early mornings and late nights," another chuckled.

Inside, the apartment was cozy, filled with the comforting scent of home-cooked meals and the sound of laughter. We gathered around the kitchen table, sharing stories of our first days and exchanging tips on navigating the academy.

"Here's to many more days like today," Cian said, raising his glass of water in a toast.

I nodded, joining in the toast with a smile. Surrounded by newfound friends who shared my passion and drive, I knew that despite the challenges ahead, I was exactly where I needed to be.

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Days passed by just like that, blending into a routine of rigorous training and late-night rehearsals. The academy became our second home, each day demanding more from us than the last. I pushed through vocal exercises until my throat felt raw, and every dance move became a battle against fatigue. But amidst the challenges, I found solace in the camaraderie of my fellow trainees. We laughed, dreamed, and supported each other through the most challenging moments.

After another grueling day, we gathered in the standard room one night. The air was thick with exhaustion and a sense of shared purpose. I found myself reaching for my grandfather's guitar, its familiar strings a comfort in the chaos.

"That's beautiful, Atlas. You've got a real talent," one of my friends

remarked, smiling warmly.

"Thanks. This guitar means a lot to me. It's a piece of home," I replied, the notes resonating with memories of Bohol and my family's support.

Cian nodded knowingly, his eyes reflecting understanding. "Music has a way of grounding us, reminding us of where we come from."

The others chimed in, sharing their own connections to music and home. In those moments, amidst the relentless pursuit of our dreams, we found a sense of belonging in each other's stories and struggles.