The goddess you fantasized about in your subconscious confesses to you in an extremely aesthetic atmosphere, how would you feel?
Dreamy, blissful.
And then there's the vague feeling after rationality returns, as well as the sense of loss when reality sets in again.
Lyle was a man of self-awareness, he could recognize his own weakness, but he wouldn't change it, such psychology prompted him to learn a skill.
That is compromise.
Compromise with setbacks, with strength, with life.
And in his heart, he found excuses for himself, so that his submission did not seem so lowly.
This seemingly hopeless man had not left himself without an escape, it was a door of hope, a locked door, and this door could only be opened from the outside, someone else must open it for him.
Building one's confidence on the validation of others is cowardice. Yet, it is also miraculous, because you could liberate a personality that has been constantly suppressed, just with some encouragement.