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It's most terrifying when a person is psychologically manipulating themselves.
All kinds of thoughts swayed by emotions uncontrollably surge within, and you might even think they represent your true self.
Sani was now trapped in a state of self-inflicted psychological manipulation.
Subconsciously, she wanted to escape, and unconsciously, she sought reasons to justify her evasion.
That's how an avoidant personality operates.
Family turmoil had affected Sani as a child and an adolescent, profoundly altering her character.
She fled her family, lived in isolation, and struggled on the fringes of society.
After making a friend, she began to doubt whether this friendship was worthy of her trust.
She longed to become good friends with Cheng Daqi, but once they truly became friends, she started worrying about losing it.
Under the provocation of Lisa's incident today, this fear of loss once again prompted her to contemplate escape.
