"You mean, I have a borderline personality too? I have also done so many wrong things because of what's inside my heart that I can't turn back now?"
Temir didn't continue, realizing that what Cheng Daqi had said was completely right.
Although she wasn't borderline, she really was very much like the pitiful Kuige, who had done so many wrong things, so many that she could no longer turn back.
"The lack you experienced in youth is like a hole eroded in your heart. You desperately search for material to fill it, but there will always come a day when it can't be filled, Mi'er. I understand your pain."
"I want to jump, but doing so would seem like I have given up. Someone would spit on my tombstone, Chan. Am I just looking for excuses again?"
"Mi'er, what are you feeling in your heart right now?"
"It hurts. It hurts so much that I want to run away. I realize it's cowardly, then it hurts even more and I want to run away even more.
