I'm still not so sure about what I'm doing but I know that I don't want to be alone.
I think I'm only doing this because Mandy scares me when she says "I'll be alone."
That doesn't really help a friend out though..
And I know if I try and back down from this, they won't ever let it go.
I guess I really am doing it.
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I walk in the hallways and I see Sian.
I immediately start trying to catch up to him.
Oh I forgot. I can't get with him just *yet* I need to know him for at least a month before.
I can do this.
"Hey Sian." I say happily.
"Oh, hey." He responds, "You seem like your in a good mood today."
"I am now that I'm seeing you." I say teasingly.
"O..oh." He responds nervously.
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"So I have something to ask you." Sian says.
Gosh he fell for me already?? I mean I guess I'm a master at flirting.
"Do you want to go to the movies with me?" He asks.
Oh…damn that's embarrassing.
"Uhm..yea sure when?" I answer.
"Friday okay?" He asks.
"Yea that's good for me."
"Oh wait shouldn't I give you my number?" He says before he turns the corner.
"O..oh yea haha." I respond nervously.
He gives me the number and then we part ways.
He didn't seem interested in me so why am I the only one blushing?
Wait…
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WHY AM I BLUSHING??
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LATER
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I make it back in class and I notice the guy… Xander.
I should start getting friendly with him.
I take my seat and I smile at him.
"Hi, I'm Cora." I say to him friendly.
"Hey, but I already knew who you were." He answers.
He did?? But I never talked to him until now.
"The teacher's been saying it looking for if anyone's seen you. You're pretty late." He adds.
DAMN IT!! NICE GOING TEACHER I THOUGHT I WAS GETTING TO SOMETHING HERE.
"Ah, Is that so? *nervously laughing*." I respond.
"So why'd you come to this school?" I ask.
"I didn't really have a choice. I was kind of forced to come here." He responds.
"By your parents?" I say.
"…..yea." He answers hesitantly.
Did I say something wrong??
He starts to look a bit gloomy after I asked that. Did he get into an argument with them or something?
"Are…are you okay? Did I say something wrong?" I ask curiously.
"I'm sorry I'll stop talking if you want me to." I say.
"No…it's fine keep talking to me." He answers.
His voice is deep and the way he talks is kind of sexy..
I can't help but blush a little.
NO! Cora what are you saying right now??
You can't be falling for this! *They* should be falling for you!!
"Uhm this is probably quick but.. can u get your number?" I asks.
"Y…you know… so we can talk some more outside of school haha…"
Ugh I'm probably scaring him off right now.
"Sure." He answers trying to hide his phone from the teacher's eyes.
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Schools dismissed and I'm making my way home.
"Cora! Wait!" I hear a masculine voice say.
I turn realizing who it was.
It's Sian!
This is perfect I get more time with him to fall for me.
"Oh hey!" I say happily.
"You haven't been your usual self today." He says.
"Oh? What do you mean?" I asks.
"You're not so mean today." He answers.
"HAH? IM NOT MEAN DONT BE AN ASSHOLE." I say angrily.
" *Laughing* See there you are." He laughs.
"I like you that way. But then being nice to me also is good too."
I start to blush.
Damn these guys have been making me blush a lot today. It's like they're trying to get me to do the falling.
"Yeah whatever." I say trying to hide my face.
He turns to look at me as we quietly walk to our street.
He does a smile, The gentle one that he always does.
It makes me feel at peace a lot when I stare at it.
It's just such a beautiful smile.
Even though I shouldn't really be thinking too much about it..