I felt myself ready to cry.
I wasn't even tough enough to keep it bottled up inside like I always do.
"You don't have to lie to me." I say facing down so he doesn't see my pathetic tears.
"What's the point in lying?" Sian says.
"Because it can't be true.." I say.
"IT CANT BE TRUE IF NOBODY ELSE EVER SAYS IT TO ME." I yell.
I couldn't hold my emotions in. I ended up breaking down in front of someone.. I'm such an embarrassment.
I try wiping my tears but they continue to rush down my face.
Sian just stares at me looking upset.
"You don't need anybody else to tell you." He says, "But I'm telling you.You are beautiful."
"You are too strong of a woman to let people's thoughts about you get in the way."
"You just need to see it for yourself." He says.
He wipes my tears with a slight smile on his face
He's so comforting. I don't know why when after all I've done is be a bitch to him.
But as I look at him even more..he's really good looking.
I freeze as my eyes widened
Did I really just think that??
"You okay?" Sian says.
"Uh..yea." I say changing the look on my face.
"Don't tell nobody about this..okay?" I say.
"Okay." He responds.
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"Finally we're at school." I say, "what happened earlier was awkward."
"I'm sorry." I apologize.
"It's fine, really." Sian responds.
I turn to him
"Are you…" he stops talking.
"Thank you…" I say hugging him.
"Could you repeat that?" He says.
"I won't say it again." I say annoyed.
"See you later." I say walking ahead of him.
…
"See…you." He says.
He grabs his chest and his heart starts to beat rapidly.
He starts blushing the farther away she gets.
"Why is my heart beating so fast?"